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.Wednesday, December 24, 2008 ' ♥

♥ :

BLOG SHIFTED.

I GONNA B STRONG.

I LIVE FOR MY ONE & ONLY,

PRECIOUS.

Dear god, pls gib me the power & not to tear again.

Let me forget the unhappiness.

For n0w & f0rever.

http://bytchii-iris88saysgoodbye.blogspot.com

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.Monday, December 22, 2008 ' ♥

♥ : withour y0uu, im stil d0in fine, ii pr0miise ..

with0ut y0uu,

ii g0nna stay str0ng.

im tired ob l0vee.

y0uu lie t0 me ab0ut l0vee agaiin.

wil ii b able t0 stand agaiin.?

thinkin backiie t0 the past,

ii mis y0ur smiles badly.

ii mis y0ur hugg badly.

buhh y0uu w0nt gibb it t0 me anym0re.

ii kn0w.

im n0thin t0 y0uu.

ii kn0w others mayb very great.

im jus a l0usy gf.

im n0thin.

ii n0rt fit t0 b y0ur wife.

s0 ii tink ii leave,

& y0uu wil feel better.

ii wil heal my heart agaiin,

jus let me drink til im l0st.

afte the great cry,

mayb ii wil mak it again..

ii feel..

ii juss feel like dyiin..

buhh..

ii dunno hw..

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♥ : the finall tyme ii made tiis choiice.

tis tyme ii shall say.
its the last tyme ii said & cfm my relationship wit hiimh.
im tired.
im really tired.
im a girl too.
ii cant accept hiish on& off pattern.
ii haf no much tyme to listens to apologise or othe tings.
no matter hw he wan to qii me oso like dat.
like othe girls, so wad?
ii dun gibb a damn.
jus tak it dat im wrong to trust hiimh.
im wrong to b in lovee wit hiimh.
nvm, ii walked away without hiimh acc me anymore.
im lettin go.
ii swear.
im tired.
he jus dunno hw to appreciate my doins.
my result ish ZERO.
ii failed again.
he worth my nothin.

so ii decided.
my dearest preciious wont haf hiimh as the daddy.
he dun worth to b.
if he cares for me,
he wont treat me tiis way.
all ii wann ish a happy r/s.
a guy to pamper & care for me.
yet he cant do it.
ii cant dragg on anymore.
ii haf no tyme to wait forr hiimh to lovee me like e past..
jus tak it dat im a failure.

Happy 4mth annii, siince e day we patched til nw.
y0uu gave me happiness once,
y0uu gave me sweet tymes once,
y0uu h0ld me thru darkness once,
& its tyme to biid goodbye.
im s0rriie, & ii haf to leave.

precii0us wil d0 well with0ut y0uu.
& on behalf ob precii0us,
we biid y0uu go0dbye.
ii kn0w y0uu n0 l0nger l0vee me.
y0uu l0vee othe, n0rt me anym0re.
y0uu owas told me dat im y0urs.
im one & only y0urs.
buhh nw, ii kn0w y0ur heart changed.
s0 ii leave.
im really tired.
tc..

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.Wednesday, December 17, 2008 ' ♥

♥ : simple entry. co0sh im lazy..

Bel0ved & me =D

im so0 so0 lazy t0 bl0g l0rr.
hhaas. pregnant w0man ish very lazy de mahs.?
l0ls. crazy. ii w0nt blame my bel0ved precii0us.
its my precii0us.
im l0ngin & waitin f0rr precii0us next appt check up.
yahs. 0ff day 2day.
sllp til afterno0n den wake up f0rr breakfast cum lunch.
den helped mummy t0 d0 lil hse wrk.(ii cant b a lazy mama=D)
hmm. afte dat watch tv awhile, wen t0 napp.
til n0w. hhaas.

yesh. g0rt t0 rewind back t0 m0nday.
met up wit my bel0ved, ker0u.
went t0 her place & waited f0rr her t0 prepare okay.
bef0re headin t0 amk hub f0r dinner.
hhaas. afte dat went t0 NEWYoRK f0rr dinner.
yahs. had a l0ng chatt everywher we g0.
afte dinner went t0 singtel t0 cancel tings.
den went t0 s11 & chatted.
hhaas. to0 l0ng nv mit her lerh
s0 we kiip chattin n0n-st0p.
den my bel0ved acc me hme.
p0or her, c0ugh s0 l0ng stil haven okays.
buhh anw, h0pe she faste g0 check up.
(*ger, dun wait til m0re serii0us arr.!!)
went h0me & chatted.
she left abt 1130, afte dat ii ate again,
bef0re g0 t0 bathe & sllp. hhaas.
ii kn0w im a piig lahs.
buhh my weiight seems n0rt t0 put up much leiis.
any ideas t0 gr0w m0re fat.??
wheepx.

n0w waitin f0rr my dearest mumm t0 call me.
yahs, co0sh she wante t0 bring me 0ut f0rr dinner wit her.
as she's meetin her frens @ YCK.
l0ls. ii tink dey re haviin SAKAE SHUSI as dinner.
im s0 l0ngin t0 eat SHUSIs =DD

L爱ve ends @6:40 PM

.Sunday, December 14, 2008 ' ♥

♥ : sorry f0rr neglectin my dearest blog..

Yoz =D
im backiie here to blogg once agaiin.
finally im free to sit dwn here without any1 disturbiin me.
yappx.
jus came back frm family dinner.
went to old hse ther makan ZHI CHA.
siians & tired.
whole m0rnin til evenin was keepiin my room.
n0w my ro0m lo0ks m0re cleare & bigger.
n0 m0re tables & stuff bl0ckiin my ways.
hhaas. im a go0d girl indeed.

yahs. thans f0rr my frens tagg.
im happy & ii appreciate every1's cares.
xiie xiie nii men w0rs.
many tings happen.
happy & sadd.
buhh nw,
finally ii learn to relax myself.
f0rr the sake ob precii0us.
im willin t0 d0 or give up anythin f0r my lil precii0us.
ii love f0rr precii0us.
ii kn0w givin birth t0 a baby/child isnt simple at all.
buhh nw,
ii dun mind.
im willin t0 wrk hard & earn enuff jus f0r my lil precii0us.
ii w0nt blame lil precii0us f0r tiein up my lyfe.
ii mis clubbin lyfe,
ii mis night lyfe..
buh stil.. ..
im d0in fine wit my lyfe n0w.
wrkin tyme means wrkin tyme.
rest tyme means rest tyme.
durin wrk,
ii haf frens dat 0was ther t0 cheer me up,
acc me durin wrk.
im happy & fulfil.
as f0rr rest tyme,
ii haf my family members t0 acc wit.
they care f0rr me & lil precii0us.
ii l0vee my lyfe.

afte the cut ii hurt myself,
finally,
ii learn al0t ob tings in lyfe.
yesh,
ther might b ups & dwns.
y0uu might haf enemies ard y0uu.
or s0me1 might b hatiin y0uu.
buhh wen y0uu re al0ne,
cl0se y0ur eyes,
& actualli y0uu stil haf many care f0rr y0uu de frens b by y0uu,
ppl wh0 appreciate y0ur help or care de,
& many othe.
s0 live f0rr y0urself,
dun give up,
dun tear f0r any fault y0uu did or gib.
face the w0rld n0 matter wad happens.
y0ur s0ul ish y0ur real parnter in lyfe.
n0 matter hw much y0uu tear or hurt y0urself,
y0uu wil nv ever b able to step out ob the darkness side ob y0ur w0rld.

hhaas. tis ish wad ii learn in lyfe.
im happier den the past.
waitin f0rr lil precii0us arrival.
takin care ob my health,
as precii0us need my healthy health to0.
the w0rld ish n0rt dark..
l0vees*

the scar that will nv b erase in my lyfe again.

n0 matter wad,

or h0w hard it takes,

hurtin myself s0lve any pr0bs.

STAY STRONG =D

L爱ve ends @7:26 PM

.Wednesday, December 03, 2008 ' ♥

♥ : ii simply l0vee it..

th 25 stiches. LetItBleed..

Happy Family = frm hiimh(alexLJT)*ily*

th very 1st t0y ii asked hiimh t0 get f0r me frm th c0in pick-up machine.

jus 1 c0in & he did it f0rr me.

always rmb..

th day celebratiin JJ's bday @ ECP.

he g0rt it f0rr me.

co0sh ii owas t0ld hiimh ii wanna play SuperMario.

th 2nd t0y he g0rt it frm th c0in pick-up machine to0..

Dear, ii kn0w y0uu wil b readin my bl0g. im s0rry t0 b s0 cruel t0 y0uu. buhh ii really left wit n0 ch0ice. th tears, th blo0d, th mem0ries, & precii0us y0uu given me.. ii wil nv 4gets. rmb my msged. ii wil wait f0rr y0uu t0 change n0 matter wad happens. bco0sh ii kn0w y0uu cn d0 it.. f0r th sake ob us, pls dun hurt or mak urself suffer. im t0rturin to0. ii kn0w th pain. if y0uu l0vee me truely, change & pr0ve every1 wr0ng, alrights.? PS.iloveey0uu. n- matter hw l0ng it taks, y0uu re stil my hubby, my precii0us daddy..

alexLJT & irisHCY

Never Ending Love

since 220808

Forever, i l0vee y0uu.

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♥ : Let it bleed..

Let it bleed.
many tings happened.
Jus within a day, a scary night.
ii dunno wher t0 start.
im c0nfused & paiin.
ii left wit n0 ch0ice.
yet im stuckin in th memoriies we haf.
ii cant leave it al0ne.
ii cried.
ii regret.
ii hurt myself badly th very day.
haviin 25 stiches on my wounds,
it d0es n0rt paiin my w0unds,
yet it hurts my heart..

th deepest scar ii ever left wiit.
ii kn0w im fo0lish.
ii kn0w its my fault.
buhh ii haf n0 ch0ice.
ii jus cant c0ntr0ll myself.
im tunin insane.
ii need helps.

rmbin th day.
ii let it bleeded f0r abt 1hr.
th po0l ob blo0d,
th deep cut,
reminds me ob hiimh.
ii l0vee hiimh s0 much.
yet he didnt really kn0w it.
ii need himh s0 much.
yet he turn nasty t0 me wen eva hiish feelin l0w.
ii miss hiimh s0 much n0w,
ii w0nder he kn0ws ma.

th msged,
th w0rds,
th pr0mise,
we b0th made..
ish it stil ther f0rr us t0 fulfil mahs.?

ii wil wait.
wait f0r hiimh t0 turn t0 th best he can b.
ii kn0w he can & wil d0 it f0rr me & precii0us.
n0 matter wad,
ii wil wait.
ii might b cruel nw,
buhh ii really left wit n0 ch0ice.
ii jus wann th best hiimh.
ii l0vee & ii need hiimh badly..

went f0rr blo0d test check up on Monday,
th day b4 2day.
precii0us ish 4mths old lerh.
waitin paitiently f0rr 29th dec.
an0ther check up.
& by den,
my lil precii0us ish 5mths lerh.
& n0w,
im talkin wit my lil precii0us.
it kn0ws hw ii feel.
we b0th missed th tight hugg frm its daddy,
frm my hubby.

waitin f0rr hiimh,

every mins, every day..

n0 matter hw l0ng it taks.

L爱ve ends @12:52 PM