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.Sunday, December 31, 2006 ' ♥
♥ : its a new chapter of mye lyfe
ii habb ferrgets e past .. jus tak it as if ii habb wen ferr de BRAIN wash bahs .. lols .. hmm .. wad past ish oreadii de past .. no one cn change e history .. mye new chapter in lyfe starts since 21122006 .. de dae ii gibb mye special sm1 a chance tu prove he's lovee ferr me .. ferr de past few daes , he habb been acc me thoughout e rain no matter wad .. even if its nort a prob of his .. buhh he stils turn tu b by mye side .. im glad .. buhh ii dare nort carry e hope too fast .. coosh its stil earli tu prove anitin .. hmm .. buhh nw , afte nort longg , ii starte tu sense he's CARE , he's LOVE 2wards me .. n am ish reali fulfil .. he touched mye heart once again .. n ii reali hop dat he ish nort e one tu break it eithe .. ii realii habb enuff ob e past .. its a very bad memories ferr me .. buhh no choice .. who ask me nid tu face tis path .. dots .. ii promised tu strived mye best n put in all e ii cn ferr tis r/s .. ii reali cherish it .. hopiin dat it wont breaks .. no matter hw hard ish it , ii wont gib up ..
yesterday is a history ,
tomorrow is a msytery ,
today ish a gift =D
de dae afte e rain , we finally broke off .. n it hurts me deep .. nabe ferrgets e niites ii wen round SERANGOON tu searchh ferr mye soul backiies .. walkiin under e heavy rain tu hide mye tears wit kerou .. tinkin hard .. hw ii put in , turns out tu b tis .. mye hearts breaks tu e core .. ii wil nabe ferrgibb myeself tu lovee him shoo muchiies .. ish it regrets or nort .. ii doubt .. bout 3am plus , mye SPECIAL sm1 turns tu me again .. in e middle of niites , raiiniin heavily , he came all e way tu ask me hme .. im touched by all he's move .. n finally ii nod wads e reason ferr him tu do tis .. shoo ii shall let go ob e past , n nabe hold on tu it .. n b de beta me ~~
L爱ve ends @8:22 PM
.Wednesday, December 20, 2006 ' ♥
♥ : hw ii hop he cn b by me now
its a rainin dae .. frm yst he wen out til nw , stil haben come hme . im hme lokiin afte he's kids .. arghh .. jus slp ferr e 2hrs nia lorr .. den in e middle of tis 2hr , ii stil mus wakiie up tu make e milk ferr e boii boii .. very slpy n tired .. den bout 8am plus , kerou acc me go dwn tu e carpark n void deck tu search ferr him under e heavy rain .. hmm .. tin im reali goin tub siick ferr sure liao .. den afte dat we waited ferr he's reply n come bk til bout 11plus we den decided tu go hme tak a nap .. ii wonderiin wher he ish .. den smtin bad came through awhile .. n dats all e sms he's ex wife send .. made me shoo angry .. n ii scolded in mye 9pages sms .. n says him .. den afte awhile , ii viewed he's frenste , n realize its all mye foolish tinkin .. actuali wad happens nw n den habb he's own reasons .. shoo ii quickly send him an apologised sms .. hopin he wont mind .. hais .. dearest , ii reali jus hop eu cn come bk earli , n we sit dwn tu talk bout it hao mahs .. pls share wit all e tots in eu n nort kip it tu eur self .. eu r onii makin me tu tin too muchiies n worried .. buhh last buhh nort least , finally ii made finished those lil gifts which r meant ferr eu .. hopiin eu wil like it .. lovee eu owas <33
L爱ve ends @5:02 AM
.Monday, December 18, 2006 ' ♥
♥ : tu mye precious dearest beviian
dearest ,
tu me eu are owas remain mye dearest . ii tried mye best tu adpat eur everythin n gib trust tu eu . e daes wit eu ii spent ish reali swit n great . ii rmb dat tyme ii wen tu thai n eu habb send all those msg tu me . im glad n happy . coosh ii tot ii reali habb foubd eu . u treat me very well as eu habb all promised in e msg eu says tu me b4 wen we r 2gethe . eva since e dae we met til now , ii reali nabe b wit eu , even if ii nod hw complicated ish eur status .. coosh ii jus trust eu . ii believe everytin eu says . dats all . im sorrie if ii reali b too meant tu eur lyfe style or wad lyke checkiin eur personal tins . coosh ii reali dunch nod eu dunch reali lyke it . or whethe ish it ii owas stick wit eu n eu hab no free tyme tu b wit eur frens eur self . ii reali dunch mean it . coosh eu told me once dat eu lyke eur gf tu b wit eu owas . shoo ii tot its nort mye mistake . im reali very sorrie . ii reali nid n lovee eu loads as ii habb promised n said . eu are mye everythin too . afte eu send me those sms yst , ii starte tu re-tin everythin . ii reali dunch nod wad ii reali cn do . coosh im confused . ii reali cant tu bear tu leave eu too . ii jus reali wanna tu takiies kares of eu n eur children until e moment ii cant hold on . ii wanna eu tu b e othe part of me . lyke n courage ferr me tu learn tu lovee again . n nort hurt me tymes lyke e past fragile r/s ii habb b4 . if tis ish wad eu wished tu gibb me , den ii reali dunch nod why eu shld b wit me frm start . wad eu reali wan or nid frm me , cn eu jus tel me .. coosh im afraid tu lose everythiin . wad ii cn change , ii reali wil change ferr eur sake . buhh jus promise nort tu leave me jus lyke dat .. im reali wish tu change n change ferr e beta jus ferr eu . coosh ii wann eu tu nod dat im serious ferr eu n tis r/s . ii wann eu tu nod dat e lovee ii giben eu ish reali diff frm e past eu habb . ferr xample hw eur wife treate eu . ii wann eu tu nod its nort e same frm me . n tis ish e very last tins ii cn do tu let eu re-tin everythin . n gibb me e last chance ferr tis r/s . alll ii wann ish eu tu lovee , dot n pampered me lyke e very 1st tyme n moments we were 2gethe . ii dunch care whethe eu r rich or poor , handsome or nort , gort kids or nort . coosh no matter wad it ish , ii jus accept wad n who eu r . n gibb eu e lovee ii habb . im willin tu shared eur everyhtin too . as eu told me b4 . you fan chi fan , you zhuo chi zhuo .. hop eu didnt 4get . n 4get e msg eu send tu me b4 ii fly tu thai dat tyme .. im happy dat eu did those tins in eur car ferr me . its reali swit . n thans ferr all e everythin eu habb giben me . ii reali appreciate , even if its jus all e simplest tins . ii jus hop dat ther's stil e lovee ferr me in eu lyke e moments we habb b 2gethe . ii cn treat eur kids lyke mine tu gib dem e lovee ii habb in eu too . pls jus promise nort tu let go of me .
wo zhi nen diu ni shuo bao qian ru guo wo bu shi wan quan wan mei . wo zhi xiang ni zi dao ni shi wo de yi que . wo bu nen mei you ni de re zi . ying wei wo xi wan ni hai hui xiang yi qian yi yang de ai wo . mei you ni de re zi wo hui hen xin ku , hen nan shou . ru guo ni xiang yao zi you , wo hui jing liang gai ni . zi yao ni bu yao fang kai wo de shuo . fang wo yi ge ren sheng huo . wo yao ni zhi dao wo shi zhen de hen ai ni . wo bu nen mei you ni zai shen bian pei wo zou guo wo de ren sheng ..
L爱ve ends @11:50 AM