backie frm hiish hme . hiish mummy n hiimh ask me to stayed ovr . haiis . wen to hiish hse last niites to listens to all e explanations . dey called e suan ming de frm malaysia come n help me suan .
den e persons talk many tins . den ask me y iie wan to do stupid tins to hurt mye self . she says its cruel to kill e innocent lyfe . buhh if dunch do it . it wil b a burden forr mye future . den everythin simply jus ended fast . hiish mummy n all says we shall get marry afte hiish army . lols . im very luan . reali . he apologised to me abt hiish neglect e afternoon . he say he dunch mean it eithe . jus dat hiish too stress too . he dunno hw to face me . n iie tin iie habb once soft hearte n forgibb hiimh lerh . ppl n frens tins im stupid enuff to forgibb him tymes n tymes even he smtyme cn reali hack care me . buhh he says he reali dunch mean it . haiis . n oso he habb made a promise to me in front ob every1 , sayin even if iie habb abort e baby , he wil stil lovee me n treat me good de . n wont leave me alon . n iie tin iie truste hiimh again . coosh hubbiie reali nabe lie to me b4 . even once . its a NO . he dunch do dat . haiis . shoo iietin wait he come out frm army den marry as hiish mummy says . den nw oso cn gibb me more tyme to save more money forr future . no nid hurry . coosh iie reali TRUST hiish words . nort bcoosh hiish mye bf . its coosh iie nod hiish lovee . iie may b too tian zhen . buhh iie stil cant let go ob hiish lovee . iie nid hiimh alot .
afte a longg discussions n all . iie stil dunno to abort or nort . buhh jus nw b4 iie come hme , hiish mummy kip insisted ob cookin forr me b4 iie go hme . buhh iie insist ob sayin nvm . its okay . im nort dat hungry . den b4 iie left , hiish mummy says . no matte wad tins happened , jus tel her , even if iie quarrel wit hubbiie . she dunch wished iie do stupid tins . she says she wil help me de . den oso asked me hw's mye desicions forr e babii . haiis . iie reali dunno . if abort , tmr mornin she n ah lak uncle wil bring me to a private clinic forr abortion . she jus asked me tin . den iie jus replied . okay . haiis . til nw , im stil confused . wil e babii reali b a burden to me mahs ?
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