lols . 2dae jus rite off daes , as boss told angie dat iie lok shoo siick , scare iie cant mak it forr e fair to finish . as iie owas wear alot ob jackets . like gort snow like tis . lol . shoo later mittin hubbiie 1st at amk bahs . wait hiie wakiie up , den hiie gonna acc me go c doc forr babii's check up . actuali hiie pllannin toask me to marsillin c doc . den iie ask hiim ther wher gort woman's clinic . den hiie say , okay , go amk c doc , okay ? lols . hubbiie reali very gud n understanderable . nw n den hiie treat me more gud lerh . coosh hiie kip gibin me in without habiin e 2nd tot . lata go c e doc , to reali cfm dat im pregnant . as mye mummy say e pregnacy kit ish nort owas rite , n she dunch believe dat im pregnant . shoo no choice , coosh ob me n hubbiie's future n marriage , we nid go c doc , tak e report show mye mummy . haiis . im fann too . mummy ask me to tin hard whethe wil iie regret mahs . coosh she dunch wished iie wil follow herr steps like gettin married shoo earli . haiis . ask me to tin a few yrs more . den she oso asked me , tin whethe ish hubbiie reali mature enuff to tin n set up a family mahs . coosh hiish younge den me ard 2yrs . den wen hiish NS finished , wil hiie changed heart ?
tis question iie tin very long too . e ans to me ish , iie nod hubbiie wont b sorriie to me . coosh hiie nabe made me disappointed through these mths . iie trust hiim . n iie nod iie wont suffer if we both earn hard n save more $$ . nth ish impossible . reali . iie jus wished to prove those wont don trust mye hubbiie de . im sure we'll wiin their trust wen we wrk hard n afte dat all e endin ish as gud as wad dey thinkin . iie wont gibb up no matte wadd . lol .
as forr mye jobb nw , stil e same . iie jus hatee e feelin ob bein used norr . dey tot iie dunno like tis . stil complain say wad iie talk alot durin wrk . PLS lahs . forr e sake . iie swear iie onii eat alot n go toilet n nort TALKIN norr . coosh e whole dae mye fair ther no sales , den iie habb been readin story book ONLY norr . stupid . wann act den sacked me afte usin me forr e fair jus say . no nid shoo many tricks de . hurt mye heart norr . at 1st , tot eu all re gud ppl . in e end . all r jus FUCKER . haiis . y ish owas all e stupid tins doin all these lil tricks n SHANG HAI to me nehs ? iie reali dunn understand . am iie dat stupid n foolish to let dem use me ? iie reali dunch wished to tin too . it hurts myeself deep . no1 reali nod hw iie feel . buhh as forr hubbiie , hiie say , if e jobb reali dat sux , hiie dunch mind iie quit . coosh hiie dunch wished to c me shoo unhappy n kanna bully too . LOLs . iie tin iie wrk e fair finished , iie gonna changed jobb again . shoo mayb lata go out wit emily , iie gonna go hunt forr jobb bahs =)
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