♥ : iie wished ...
siians . these few daes cn say ish mye ren shen zhong zuii sadd de daes . haiis . iie dunno y iie habb tis feelins too . its weird n strong . iie reali simply hatee it . sighs . hw iie wished all tis weird feelins re jus mye dreams . n iie wished to wake up frm it . hmm . daes habb been bad . habb been quarrellin wit hiimh eventhough its a small matter . iie dunno wadd happen to hiimh too . iie jus cant xplain . cant xplain everythin n feelins iie felt .
lata goiin farr eastt forr a interview . yawns . hop e jobb wil sucess bahs . iie reali nid to save alot ob $$ to settle mye hp bills n mye medical bills . arghhh . its jus like a mountain ob bills jus on top ob me norr . iie reali cant b shoo slackk lerh . iie reali nid to wrk hard lerh . iie mus pull mye socks up . lols . siians . stomach cramps again . iie tin due to e operation tins bahs . haiis .
iie reali very very tired ob quarreliin wit hiimh norr . iie tried mye best to gibb in lerh . buhh y he stil seems like pushiin me to e end ? iie asked hiimh wann break jus said . dunch habb to mak me shoo suffer . omos everydae cry cry cry . tin too much all dat . iie dunch wished mye depression come back . iie nid to start anew lyfe . jus cant he understands me more n nod wadd iie wann ? am iie askin too much ? haiis . iie jus wann hiimh to lurve me . n nort quarrel ovr lil tins . forr a r/s if tis ish shoo . many sure wil hatee it de mahs . which girl dunch wann b lurve by herr boii ? which girl like dey re r/s to quarrel everydae ? which girl dunch wann to settle dwn ? haiis .
darlink , iie nod smtyme its mye fault to coosh e quarrels . buhh cnt eu juss understands mye positions abit ? mye mummy dunch let me go out at niite forr e moment ish sure gort a reason de mahs . iie oso wont blame herr . plus iie jus habb e operations . iie reali nid lots ob care n rest . oso cant move abt too much .. jus tis lil understandin frm eu very hard mahs ? iie reali lurve eu too much . n iie nod eu lurve me alot too . im sorriie . iie nod iie shlldn't say e word BREAK as iie like . weneva iie like . buhh iie reali dunch mean it de. coosh iie jus out ob anger den say it . iie promise eu iie wont say dat word again . coosh iie nod iie habb hurt eu . im sorriie , mye darlink ..
lols . iie tin iie gonna coo mummy n say im goin out lerh . den go prepared forr mye interview . tata =))
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