IM REALI LOST . cn sm1 jus hold me on PLS.!
everythin was okiie . until jus nw he called me . sayin hiish mummy wan mye birth tyme . den tins starte to changed . he told me dat dey wen malaysia suan ming . sayin im nort good . im a ke xin to hiish mummy . den me n him onii gort yuan wu fen . haiis . y ish all these happenin to me ? cant iie jus settled dwn tins in a beta ways ? y am iie owas e one gettin hurt ? y am iie owas e one lettin e tears fall ?
dey all wann me to ABORT . iie jus wished to kip mye babii . n nort gibbin it hurt by any1 . reali . it hurts me alot . no one jus nod mye feelins at all .
mummy called him wen seein me cry . den iie told herr wadd happen . she called him . den tins turned to e worse . he say dat he dunch wished to talk to rite nw . he hate me . he tot iie complained . n haii him kanna scold by mye mummy . n nw , mye mummy dunch allow me to go out . ims tuck . iie dunch wished anythin to happen . iie w\jus wann to b wit him . n nth else . haiis . he simply dunch reply me at all . hiish reali angry abt me .
iie dunch wished anythin to stop . iie jus wished forr him lovin me throughout . buhh y all tins dat hiish happy . coosh he dunch habb to pay any responsibility ? y ish tis shoo ? emily asked me to wake up frm e dream . mummy sayin hiish nort a man at all . coosh hiish useless . wad shlld iie do ? to abort or nort ? im lost . reali lost . mye controls ovr mye sense ob hurt ish backie . its all like e past . wil it ?
WAD SHLD IIE DO ?
CAN IIE IMAGINE ME WITHOUT HIM ?
L爱ve ends @6:44 AM