haiis . too much tins to happened . mye frens , iie did try nort to do stupid tins . buhh im reali very lost n fann . mye heart sank totalli deep . jus like fallin dwn frm e twin tower . it hurt shoo much . shoo much den losin a jobb . shoo much den losin mye hp . or smtin else .
thurs niite ,
wen to mit emily at her hse . den wen to DOUBLE O . actuali herr da sao , crystal gort join us de . buhh in e end , she habb to go hme , coosh she 4get to bring i/c . lols . den no choice . iie bought emily inside . wen to dam=ncefloor dance . hhaas . a very longg tyme nabe dance liao . den afte dancin , very easy tired n sweat =// . hhaas . den wen iie dancin , den gort sm guy kip surround me . hhaas . emily dunch like . shoo pull me away . thans fren . she oso very funny . herr 1st niite was wit me . herr 1st clubbin was wit me too . shoo gan dong . den dance n dance . lols . hmm . den til abt closin , drink awhile more den acc emily go mum mum . coosh she hungry n bored . saw eunice . hhaas . she say saw me earlier ago . jus nv coor me , coosh iie wit emily , she tot iie busy . hhaas . silly herr . hmm . den afte dat wen to mum mum . awhile lerh jiu go bk , eunice drove us bk 2gethe wit emily 2nd bro . hhaas . den me n emily drop off 1st , coosh she tonn at mye place . hmm . 1st tyme . hhaas . den afte we bathe , we simply dose off . lols . nort emily dose off . ish me . im farr too tired . iie oso dunno wad she do .. hhaas . fridae lerh . den sllp til abt 10am plus wake up n iie prepare acc herr go hme , den wait forr herr bathe n changed . den wait herr da sao n 2nd bro . lols . damn longg . iie wait til fall aslp . hmm . den afte dat we wen to bugiis to hab seoul garden . stil okay . mye mood starte to changed . coosh quarrel wit hiimh again . haiis . den afte dat wen walk walk awhile . actuali dey say go ps watch movie n relac . den iie actuali was goin too . in e end , iie choose to go hme n tak hiish tins , den tak cabby to hiish shop to passed hiimh . den he asked me go off . he dunch wished c me in hiish shop . den iie asked hiimh y . coosh iie all e way tak cabby bk hme den tak cabby go hiish shop to jus passed hiimh e tins , den he ask me leaved . haiis . dunno nahs . den iie cry . he told me he wante a brk . den iie was like reali broke dwn lorr . den he asked me off . iie say iie wante to go bk hiish hme tak mye tins . he kip ask me to move mye tins bk den at niite he tel me tins properly . iie reali broke dwn . iie cryin hard . den he asked uncle to bring me to hiish hse . den uncle n hiish dad asked me wad happened all dat . den iie oso dunno . jus sit ther n cry . afte dat , iie sllp at e living rme chair . waitin forr hiimh to come hme . hiish dad gort asked me go bk rme sllp , buhh iie dunch wann . iie say iie wanna wait forr hiimh . den abt tyme he reached hme , he kip asked me to eat . den like nth happens .
iie was like . huh . wth he wann . iie reali dunno . den iie very fann . shoo iie cut myeself . den he was like angry , buhh did nth . den iie say iie wann talk to hiimh . he say he tired . haiis . reali habb to end everythin mahs ?
den he asked me to promised hiimh , if one dae we were nort 2gethe or wad , asked me dunch do stupid tins . haiis . den he cry . iris arr iris . wtf . haiis . wad reali goes wrong . iie dunno . buhh afte awhile , we wen to sllp .
den 2dae wen to sentosa . tot was a happy dae . in e end . iie lying on e beach . stil moody . he abit abit angry me . abit abit gibb me attitude . mus iie gibb in again ? iie reali dunno . den 2dae wen to check too . hiish mummy n uncle was wit me too . doc says im farr too weaked lerh . den say iie stil mus come forr e appointment again . coosh im nort doiin very gud . yahs . very thanks to tis r/s norr .
iie lost everythin iie tin . even mye appetite . shoo many daes iie didnt eat properly . sllp properly too .
or he falls in lurve wit othe girl .?
cn sm1 tell me wad to do mahs ?
tins dat iie cn do , iie alrdy do .
tymes to gibb in , iie oso gibb in lerh . wad else mus iie do .?
iie jus felt dat iie reali cant lose hiimh . am iie stupid .?
shlld iie stop everythin in silent instead .!
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