sighs . iie dunno wad iie doiin nw eithe . ish it rite r wrong . frens all re advicin me . teaches me to e rite path . mayb iie reali shlld gib up . n jus leave . shlld iie ? im in doubt wit mye lurve too . im very fann . lost appetite forr daes . n habb been very siick too . mye mummy say if iie kip on like tis , iie wil DIE sooner or later de . haiis . jus nw iie wen to hiish shop , n asked forr hiish hse key . he asked me y , iie say iie wanna tak mye tins . he say he told me at niite de , y iie came earlier . den iie say coosh mye parents drove me here . n he passed me e keys . n iie left to tak mye tins bk . wit tears wen im on mye daddy's car . tinkin . am iie doin e rite tin or nort .
iie sms hiimh n asked issit he wanna break wit me lerh . he say no . ask me whethe iie nod wad im tokiin abt mahs . den iie say . nth . jus askin onii . haiis . n he stil cares forr me . coosh he ask y am iie shoo pale . n iie say iie dunno eithe . he asked me to takiie more kares ob myeself .
im reali tinkin hard eithe . ish he fadin away ? or wad .? im very confused eithe . iie stil haven decide to msg hiimh break up or nort . coosh mye mind stil nort gibin me any decisions too . do iie wished to rescue tis r/s ? or jus let go .? shlld iie hab e pain nw .? or afte a longg tyme n waste all mye tyme den get hurt more deep .? im lost eithe . memories ob switness passes through me . iie miss e daes badly . wil he b e bk hiimh again .? did iie lurve e wrong guy .?
all these mths ish reali e happiest daes forr me . coosh iie spent alot wit hiimh . buhh y tins turn to b shoo diff jus afte mye abortions .? he stil lurve me mahs .? ish ther any difficulties forr hiimh .? dats y he left wit no choice to treat me tis way .?
jus dunch wished to tin shoo much . let me cool dwn forr a few daes first bahs .
he seems to b fading away , dae by dae . shlld iie jus leave or stay .?
L爱ve ends @11:48 AM
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