its reali mye worse dae . & ii swear nor . its abt yst . abt mye bf & ii . WTF*
yst actualii shlld b happy dae ferr me . & ii tin ii reali ruin it siia . off wrk on e way tu mit darling , ii saw ahBOY , mye last tyme pub de customer . mye gan daddy . den nv cor hiimh , tin hiieh busy tokiin on e foniie mahs . shoo ie wen off . den wen tu amk hub tu mit up wit darling . as yst hiieh's stayiin ovr niitex at hiish camp & nort goiin hme . shoo happily go lorr .
den hav our dinner . afte dinner walk abt . den wen tu DOTTI tu chatt wit BOSS & mye baobei , SHEENA . *god damn mis dem norr* . den afte dat scare darling too bored . shoo acc hiimh walk ard amk hub , den hiieh wante tu smoke ,
GUESS WAD HAPPEN ? saw ahBOY again . den tis tyme round hiieh saw me too . den starte tu chatt while darling ish smokin . hhaiis .
den ii dunno y n hw . starte tu tok wit hiimh wit
DAT WORD : CB . den afte smokiin darling , straight asked me go hme .. & ii dunch wann . tot ob acc hiimh mahs . den ii oso dunno hiieh angry abt dat word ii hav say . den ii dunch wann go hme rite , hiieh jus wen up e bus leaviin me ther . sighs . den ii cried . & ii walked hme . cryiin non stop . coosh ii dunno wad did ii did wrong . makiin hiimh shoo piiss off . haiis .
den bought a bucket ob beer . starte drinkin , tinkin & cryiin . & afte dat , coor hiimh .
BLAH BLAH BLAH . in e middle ob e foniie , ii kip cryiin non stop . hiish gibiin me up lorr . im sad . haiis .
buhh nw , seems tu b nothiin as hiieh say , buhh hiieh say hiieh wont care ferr me anymore . haiis . wad shlld ii do siia . sm1 pls advised . im very STRESS . yesh , & ii mean it .! im jus feelin stupid . dats all .
PS. darling , im sorriie .. no matter wad , ii wil prove tu eu dat ii reali changed . im nort e past me .
L爱ve ends @2:51 AM