Afte to9 de 12 ish me n darling de 2nd mth anniveresy. Yahs. Im indeed very happy. Cos iie swear iie reali very long nv get to enjoy mye anniveresy wit mye loved ones. Hmmm. Its a good start for me. Iie shall learn to build in tis relationship wit all mye hopes n dreams. He belongs to me alone. Am selfish abt him. No1 hav e rite tu object. Its mye lyfe indeed. Although iie felt tired ob e quarrel smtyme,but iie stil wan to hold on. No matter hw hard it would b. Iie swear. He lurve me indeed very deep as me do. Cos every care n concern frm him makes me feel safe n bein loved. Hais. But tins turns bad for mye family side. Afte iie left e hse,many tins seems to b changin. SHE stop wrkiin. As wad iie heard frm mye bro gf say. She suffer frm depression. Jus like me. Its terrible. Cos it wil mak eu feel trouble n fan even if it wasn't eur wish. It sux. Den yst ah bee mye smaller bro called me wit cryin voices. Iie sensed smtin wasn't rite. N its true. Cos he nid to go court tis mornin. N iie did blamed hard on myeself for not doin a sis part. Tellin n warnin him. N nw he regret hard too. He wen in again. Hais. Mye heart sank dwn. Hiish mye most dote de bro lo. But tins turn so worse. Tis tyme e lesser yr for him is abt 2yr. Hais. Iie nid to stop thinkin. N earn more money as iie promise. Iie lose mye family n mye bro. Iie nid to stay independent n wrk hard. N prove to those look dwn on me de. Tellin dem dat iie cn mak mye own path wit lights n hope. Hais. Im quite sad. Cos darling wante me to 4get mye family n mye past. Cos he reali hate dem to e core wher dey reali treate me like shit nor. Iie cant say much. Jus tellin him iie promise not to tin ob dem,but all iie nid ish tyme. Hmmm. Den im feelin awkward. Cos no money. Dunno wad to buy for darling as a anniveresy gift. So shop ard wit emily jus nw n bought a very cute but simple hp keychaiin for darling. Hopin he'll appreciate it. Hmmm. Same tins goes on. But tis 2 days me n darling nv reali quarrel lerh. Cos iie very tired den sllp til 4plus afte dat watch dvd den go shop find him. Lols. But he dun blame me:) haas. Siians nor. Tmr start wrkiin again. Gonna chiiong hard n earn more. Nid save alot for me n darling's future n our baby's.. Haas. So happy. Nw on mye way back to shop to find darling n wait for him close shop den go hme 2gethe. Nth do so do simple update.. Wil blog wen im free again. Lols. C ya.
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