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.Monday, December 31, 2007 ' ♥

♥ : happii like shiit leis

hhaas . happii like shiit . buhh stil e happii go luckii me de mood haven been backiie . iim happiie coosh ii gt a new computer lerh . hhaas . at last man .!! am usiin it to bllogg to9 . siiok siia .. everythiin wireless .. hhaas . hmm . lovee mye new com .. siianx . tmll gort to wrk all e way til frii den gort mye half dae off . lolx . ii shlld b wrkiin 2dae . buhh haf smtiin on , shoo ii took mye urgent leave . lalalas .

tmll gonna b a brand new yr forr me afte 12 . tata . hhaas . yesh .!! its gonna b 2008 lerh . all e best to everybody bahs .. as forr me , ii jus wanna wrk hard & earn mye $$ . coosh ii lost 1 ob mye goal tiis yr . buhh ii hope ii can mak it forr 2008 =D

haf been chattiin onliine wit mye meii meiis & frens whiich ii long last chatted . mis it . jus dat , ii haf been reali emo afte sm tiins happen to me & bestiie . buhh ii swear , ii reali lost ye smiles eva siince afte e dae ii haf cry .. haiiz . jus wanna haf no soulmates b by me anymore . iim shoo scared & tired abt iit .

nw abiit tired . coosh ii jus came backiie frm yao yao's bf bdae celebratiion . lolx . its been longg siince me & yao last chatted . miis herr jokes . hhaas . silly & clumsy herr stil . she's owas been ther forr me . ii shared lotsa ob mye storiies n tiins wiit herr . she taught me lotsa ob way . askiin nort to b silly thiinkiin to depressed myeself . & ii promised .!! hhaas .

nth muchiie abt 2dae . coosh morniin wakiie up , jus get ready to waiit forr uncle to go settle mye new com tiins .. den all e way , ii waited at amk courts . walkiin abt . shoo exciited . lalalas . at last . gt it . haappii .. buhh nw , gonna go rest lerh . if nt tmll wrk wil diie . tmll afte wrk dunno wher to go . mayb hme .? mayb .. hhaas . lovee mye hubbiie more & more . silly hiimh . bought me mye fav KUMA KUMA de speaker . & nw iim usiin it forr mye com nw . tata :))

L爱ve ends @3:55 PM

.Saturday, December 29, 2007 ' ♥

♥ : mye answer ish..

mye answer ish ii dunch trust anii ob xiiaohuii words . jus listen , as she lend me a shoulder to cry on wen iim sad . til nw , it stil hurtt me most ish iim cryiin all e way . even if tiins can b say or revealed .. buhh frens shlld nod me well . wad ii hatee most & cant accept most . even if its jus a bu xiiao xiin de shang haii .. its stil a shang haii ..

nw all ii nod ish , iim jus a nobody , a girl who's fren wil hide tiins frm .. sm words says dat its true dat sm ppl can hide sm tiins .. buhh forr me , mye positions .. ii dun hide aniitiin .. & ue shlld nod me well .

in mye heart , everythiin felt shoo sad & hurtt ..

all e best to ue & herr . last longg bahs .

ii jus wiished to b allone .. ii dun nid anymore soulmates to b wit me .. ii feel shoo cheated ..

mayb to ue , iim nort grown up .

*Everyone also have secrets & hide things from even yourself. Really. We wont be telling everything each other even how close we are. Cos some things can said & some things cant.

PS. to me , ii swear every ob mye secrets & tiins haf alrdy shared wit ue . even mye bf oso dunno .. even if ii haf sm difficult questiions poppiin out mye miind .. or quarrels wit hiimh . hiieh oso dunno ue nod it .. mayb our tiinkiin isnt e same .. e smiles we haf , e laughter we haf , e daes & tymes we spent .. ii nabe say ue betray me .. jus dat ii feel shoo sad dat why ue choose to hide tiins frm me .. dats all . every1 nod . onii me ...

as forr mye point ob viiew to add on . ii haf nth muchiie to say . jus wished ue all e best wit herr . ii nid no soulmates forr tis moment of daes . jus wante to b allone . I'm still in a midst of confusion. 7yrs of frenshiip .. thiinkiin backiie iin our olld daes .. quarrels & smiles .. its stil a very sweet memoriies forr us ..

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♥ : craviin hard

iim tiinkiin hard . forr e answer whiich ii niid . ish xiiaohuii riite .? ii cry .. mye tears dropp forr herr . she made me cry . am ii realii a nobody to herr at all .? why wil she been hiidiin tins frm me .? ish tiis wad ii gett frm gettiin herr happy weneva she's emo .? ish tiis wad ii get frm gettiin herr to b happy wen she's beiin bully .? ish tiis wad ii gett frm everythiin ii haf donee forr herr .? ish tiis wad ii reali shlld gett ??

mayb ii am jus a nobody .. ii feel shoo sad & hurtt . xiiaohuii told me dat all frens wil betray ue .. even if its a 7 yrs frenshiip . coosh dats wad happen to herr .. shlld ii trust herr words .? she asked me smtiin , & nw ii dunno wad to reply .. she asked , " ish she realii able to rely on.? iif she iish , den why she hide frm ue tiins .? " .. ii was numbb .. ii cant tell herr wads mye answer .. coosh ii truste most de bestt fren , do realii haf tins to hide frm me .. & iim jus a silly one .. beiin hide till shoo longg , yet ii nod nth ..

stil rmbiin , weneva she's sad or emoiin , she'll wil owas tel me . hide no tiins frm me .. buhh nw , tiins changes .. she hides tiins frm me .. mye heart was shoo sad .. ii reali no mood to eat mye dinner . mayb ii shlld b allone .. iim jus a nobody .. sm1 ii truste most hurtt & made me drop mye tears .. answers & questiions ish poppiin out .. ii dunno wad ish it .. jus feel shoo kanna cheated by every1 .. wen ii saw herr bllogg , ii cry .. she actualii kept tins frm me .. tis whole sentence ish repeateiin like a mp3 . wad ii hatee most ish , ppl liie to me .. & hidiin tins frm me .. she knows it .. buhh why stil she do iit .?

its reali hurtiin me ..

choiice ish hers . ii cant gibb comments .. buhh nw , she choose to liie & hidiin tiins frm me .. wad shlld ii do .? why am ii cryiin .? ii reali dunno why .. ish it worth it .?

L爱ve ends @12:20 PM

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♥ : jus emoiin .

iim damn siick . shoo didnt turn up forr wrk 2dae . gonna miiss bossy & mye loveely girls . no jokes forr e dae . hhaas . morniin wakiie up , waited forr hubbiie to come & briing me go c doc . lolx . afte c doc , wen to courts forr a walk . LOLx . coosh SUNdae ii gonna buy a new deskstop forr myeself .!! YESH .!! im shoo happy & loveeiin it . gonna haf e latest design de . hhaas . its slim & bllackiie . yesh , iris lovee bllackiie . hhaas .

DEDICATE most to mye lianx a .

ii nod ue wil b readiin mye bllog anytyme . ii jus woke up , & saw eur sms . ii feel shoo sad forr ue & abt ue . 1stly , ii nod iim to bllame dat nw ii starte to wrk , very less mit ue . hop ue understand 1 poiint ish dat , ii reali quite tied up . shoo nort ii dun wan to . & 2ndly ... ii nod ii shlld acc ue chat awhile afte passiin ue e presents , buhh iim reali very siick to do it . ii reali nid to rest .. coosh ii cant b haviin MC everydae de mahs . ii nod ue re moddy shoo ue say those sad & hurtiin words yst . buhh ue did apologised at e niite .. ii understand ..

& e last tiins ish , iif ue tiin SHE wont hurt ue like b4 , den ue go ahead & mak eur choiice . & ii wil nod ue wont haf sm tyme forr me anymore . coosh ue shlld nod hw muchiie ii hatee herr forr hurtiin ue . ii dunno wad ue tiinkiin riite nw .. buhh ii jus hop ue wont mak e choiice to b hurt by herr agaiin .. & herr bf .. ue stil rmb dat tyme hw dey hurtt ue .? ish it forgiveable , ii doubt it alot . ii dunno why .. jus worryiin . iif ther's realii a pllace forr herr iin ue , ii guess both ob us wil b drove farr apart .. tiis ish wad ii nod frm mye heart ..

buhh anw , its all up to ue to decided . ii cant say muchiie . sorriie if those words ish unfaiir or hurt .. buhh its realii wad ii wante to say . mayb ii beliieve dat me & ue wil nt b as happy as b4 iif ther's a part ob herr . coosh ii reali hatee herr to e core ..

finally , ii nod ue stil haf smtiin to hide frm me .. ii reali lost mye words forr nw ..

sorriie mye dear liianx a .. ii nod ii haf no riite to say aniitiin . buhh ii jus lovee ue too muchiie .. ii dun wished to c ue kanna hurt agaiin .. dats all ..

to all mye frens , ii dunno why . buhh jus feel dat no one ish true .. every1 ish hidiin tiins frm me .. iim sad .. ii jus wan to b allone .. & mye tis bllog songs dedicates to e frens ii lovee most .. ii understand well .. iim nth .. jus a sm1 whiich every1 can hurt & liie to me de .. iim sad .. all mye doiin ish jus bullshiits . ii reali very hurt by ue all . ue all dunno wads e word hurtiin means ... she gibb me attitude dat very dae on xmas eve , & ii nod finally nod why .. coosh she mit herr .. e person ii most trust hurtt me deep .. jus leave me allone forr nw & forrveer .. takiie kares .. siince iim jus a nobody .. iim tired lerh ..

L爱ve ends @11:21 AM

.Thursday, December 27, 2007 ' ♥

♥ : lolx . xmas ish overr

lolx . its mye off dae again . hmm . jus update mye bllogshop . nth to do . hhaas . shoo decided to bllogg awhile nor . hhaas . btw , MERRY XMAS to all mye dear frens . hhaas . hop ue guys njoy . lolx . tis yr xmas wasnt very niice forr me . as iim wrkiin pllus sm moods were gonee to sm tiins happened . shagg .. arghh .

rmbiin . afew daes ago , afte wrk , wen to watch MISSION SEX CONTROL wit yiiwen , huiihuii & hubbiie . hhaa . a very niice show . very funny too . hmm . awaitin forr ONE MISS CALL show start norr . hhaas .

dunno wad to do nw . goiin wher too . damn bored . daes haf been emo forr me . lolx . habb been quarrellin ovr lil tins wit hubbiie . buhh endiin up nth happen . childish us . haiiz . hiish goiin in army soon . coosh e ppl ask hiimh go check up . lolx . ii gonna b sad . coosh hiieh cant fetch mt to wrk & off wrk . siianx . gonna mis hiimh hard too . hmm .

im very sad . ii nabe imagine dat mye nuer actualii do sm tin to mak me disappointed . mayb ii wil confront wit herr wen she's backiie . she hurt mye bro heart . haiiz . hop mye bro ish strongg . dun tin too muchiie , mye dearest bro .. jiie wil help ue ask herr de .!!

hmm . as forr wrkiin pllace , stil e same . funn buhh tired . hhaax . jokiin thrug out mye wrkiin tyme .. buhh at least ii nod e tyme stil goes fast . hhaas . den as forr mye xmas , boss gave each ob us e ROCYE de chocolate . lolx . earli in e mornin hiieh go Q up & bought forr us . thank ue bossy . hhaas . den ii gt a lighter & engraved mye bossy name forr hiimh , den each girls a hp keychains . MERRY XMAS girls .!!

gonna go rest lerh . tata =D

L爱ve ends @5:46 AM

.Sunday, December 23, 2007 ' ♥

♥ : lolx

paii seii wors . shoo long nabe bllog lerh . due to busy wrkiin leis . hhaas . wad a daex . wrkiin half dae 2dae . lolx . acc mummy & hubbiie walk walk at amk central . legg damn paiin , coosh wore mye new shoe bought wit emily e othe dae . too long nabe wear heels lerh .. shoo cooshiin mye leggs shoo paiin . ounchhh .!!

nth muchiie to bllogg . coosh jus onii nod dat ii lovee mye wrkiin pllace . XMAS ish cumiin . shoo excited . thinkin wad wil b happeninn on xmas dae .. yeepy :D

hmm . lazy to update .. coosh tmll wrkiin .. gtg sllp earlii . tata ..

L爱ve ends @11:43 AM

.Thursday, December 20, 2007 ' ♥

♥ : psps

a very biig SORRIIE wors . shoo long nabe update . lolx . due to iim busy wit mye new jobb . YESH .!! im backiie to wrkiin lyfe . hhaas . riite nw , am wrkiin at FAR EAST plaza . hmm . wrkiin pllace ish fun . boss ob coosh is frenly stil . nth muchiie . jus dat standin ish available wen ther's ppl . buhh e most loveeablle de ish , no nid to serve e customers de . jus c whethe dey steal e tins or mak spoil or nort . hhaas . FUN siia . salary wise oso beta . its a 5 & half dae wrk norr . hhaas . happy like siiao . hmm . wil update wen ii off . later lianx a cumiin to mit me wors . damn mis herr . mayb update again soon . tata :D

L爱ve ends @5:54 AM

.Sunday, December 16, 2007 ' ♥

♥ : im backiie to bllog again

HEYHEY .!! hhaas . im backiie again . lolx . actualii im backiie on thurs niitex , buhh too tired to bllog . shoo ii bllog 2dae . hmm . let me jus roughly tel ue mye trip & stuff . coosh ii lazy to wriite e whole story & im sure ue re lazy to read it too =p

Mye 1st dae trip , 10th Dec .

earlii in e mornin abt 5am , ii was stil awake , & did nort even sllp . as iim too excited lerh . coosh its mye 1st tyme to go out ob town wif hubbiie . hhaas . den ii wen to prepared . follo by hubbiie , mye bro's gf & mye bro . den we left at 6am to Golden Mile to aborad our bus .. hmm . den arrived ther , & starte to register den aboard .. hhaas . & ther , mye trip starte . lalalas ..

Reached GENTIN at abt afternoon , 2pm pllus . WOW . damn cold nor . e temperature ther was onii 14 degress lorr . OMG .!! damn cold , den we start to walk ovr to counter to check in . hhaas . our room was at e 19th flloor . damn high .. hmm . afte dat , we release our tins , washed up , den wen to xplore e pllace . hhaas . & bllah bllah bllah til abt 1am pllus , off to sllp ..

Mye 2nd dae trip , 11th Dec .

Earli in e mornin , 10am , we wake up to prepared ourself & ther we wen dwn e hill to KL .!! YESH . its SHOPPIN dae lorr . hhaas . bought many many stuff . Bags , Belts , Wallets , Jackets , Eye lashes , Nail polishs , & ob coosh lianx a de XMAS present . hhaas . oh yahs .. me & hubbiie oso bought our 1st couplle ring . LOLx . shoo niice & thanks HUBBIIE .!! den afte dat , shop til 7pm pllus , hubbiie kip complaiinin leg paiin . coosh he peii me wallk ard KL ther e wholle dae . hiieh finally broke hiish 1st record to kip walkiin frm afternoon til late eveniin . HHAAS . lovee hiimh . afte dat , we wen to makan , den backiie to e bus terminall to go backiie to gentiin . hhaas . ii fall asllp in e bus . LOLx .

Mye 3rd dae trip , 12th Dec .

2dae more excitiin . shoo wake up at abt 7am , den faste go prepared mye self & wake e others up , coosh 2dae we re goiin to e theme park to pllay . OH YESH .!! hhaas . hmm . pllay nort muchiie buhh niice lorr . coosh while pllayiin , we oso damn damn COLD .!! hhaas . afte dae , abt noon tyme , me & hubbiie go walk walk inside e hotel e shoppiin , while mye bro & hiish gf at hotel orh orh . hhaas . hmm . afte dat , abt 3pm , afte buyiin stuffs forr mummy , me & hubbiie oso tired lerh , shoo we wen backiie to hotel to sllp . hhaas . nth muchiie too . sllack ard , wen to play lans . hhaas . damn ex lorr . RM15.00 .. hmm . afte dat wen to e cinema to watched moviie. we watched e MAD DETECTIVE . nort shoo niice . coosh nort very meaninful de . lolx . buhh malaysia , e cinema seats ish damn niice . gort massage chaiir forr VIP . hhaas . & e tiickets was damn cheap .. onii RM11 . lolx . den til 3am pllus , backiie hotel to sllp agaiin .

Mye last dae trip , 13th Dec .

hmm . nth muchiie , coosh 2dae we re returniin to spore liao . hhaas . jus onii rmb we woke up at abt 10am pllus , prepared ourself & go to e bus terminal to wait forr our bus . shiit nor . we waited frm 12pm til 2.33pm until our bus finally arrived . lol . lucky e bus ish stil FIVE STAR .. gort tv de , can pllay games too . buhh afte a moviie ii watched , ii sllp all e way til spore . mayb mye bro , hiish gf & hubbiie oso sllp . ii oso dunno =p

Reached spore at abt 10am .. den go coffeeshop fiind mummy , makan , den go hme unpacked , change mye bed sheet .. den bathe , den sllp ..

14th Dec ..

Wakiie up at abt 10am pllus , den pllay com , do hse wrk .. den bathe & prepared at 3pm pllus . waitiin forr hubbiie to come , den wen to far east forr a jobb interviiew . hhaas . afte interviiew , me & hubbiie wen to ps wallk wallk . bought sm XMAS present stuff too .. den wen to bugiis . shoppiin . bought myeself a dress . hhaas . den go geylang walk awhile , backiie to AMK to fiind sis yiwen . coosh wanna sell mye 2nd hp . lolx . afte dat , go makan dinner .. hhaas . den wen to geylang , mit baochend , potato face & frens . sllacked til 1am pllus , wen to ciine . wante to watch e R21 de Good Luck Chuck . hhaas . buhh ticket was omos full . shoo nabe watched at ther , den u turn to o cathay , b4 goiin ther , ciine gort late shoppin , 2gethe wit sis yiwen , we bought sm shirt . & oso a new couplle shirt again . hhaas . cutee . afte dat , wen to cathay . watched our show . hhaas . den afte moviie wen to thiong baru ther makan . coosh im damn hungry . hhaas . den e tyme was abt 3am pllus lerh . den off to sllp again .. hhaas .

as forr 2dae . ii haf no idea ob wad pllan ii haf . mayb nort goiin out bahs . siianx . hmm . nw mye bllog ish long enuff . & ii gonna stop liao . if nort ue guys wan scold me again . LOLx .

btw , e show ii watched was damn niice & funny . hhaas ;p

*e same old vaiin me =p

*Last dae ob e trip , hubbiie & miine bagg omos burst .. lolx .

*tis ish hw dirty our room ish duriin e last dae ..

*happy 5mth anni . jus rite e last dae ob trip :D

dats stil sm fotos frm mye digi camera . tmll shall bllog it .

L爱ve ends @2:24 AM

.Saturday, December 08, 2007 ' ♥

♥ : sneaky girl x.x

lolx . yst afte mummy wen to bed , ii beiin a bad giirl .. ii sneak out wit hubbiie to mit yiwen & huiihuii . OMG .!! tis 2 lover damn fast .. shoo fast go steady lerh . buhh anw , all e best to e couplle . hhaas . hmm . den mit up at ciine den wen forr moviie sessions . we watched THE HEARTBREAK KID .!! its a sexual content moviie . hhaas . its damn fcukiin cute & funny . lolx .

nth muchiie . sianx . actualii gonna visit mye godson , zac & vall de .. buhh too bad . mummy asked me beta dun go .. coosh ii stil siick . scare later CHONG dao . siianx norr . at hme agaiin . play maplle , blloggiin , watch tv . nth muchiie . buhh at least ii am stil excited dat MONdae we re goiin holiday lerh . hhaas .

Dats hw hiieh pamper me , helpiin me to bllow mye hair wen im siick ;D

L爱ve ends @1:35 PM

.Friday, December 07, 2007 ' ♥

♥ : switest dae ..

yst im siick . as e dae b4 , wen out to mit lianx a 1st at amk hub .. den hubbiie & huiihuii (mye darlink ) turn up too . lolx . den sllack at S11 ther .. til yiwen came too . afte dat , hubbiie nid to go lerh , shoo acc lianx a go takiie bus . hmm . den wen bedok wit hubbiie , yiwen & huiihuii . hhaas . afte awhile , hubbiie off wrk , den we decided to go cine watch moviie . & we chosen to watched e TATTOOIST . hhaas . a very damn er xiin & scary show man .!! lolx . e show starte at 2.15am . shoo b4 go watched e show , we wen to 79 .. coosh hubbiie dey all wann go find fren . hmm . den fate dat wen to nearby to makan . makan & sllack til tymes up den we wen backiie to ciine . afte e show . we wen to 126 to makan @ geylang . LOL . again we makan & sllack til mornin 7am .. & backiie wen hme lerh .

reached hme nort longg quarrel wit hubbiie . buhh afte awhile okiie lerh . coosh its mye fault to mistaken hiimh . *sorriiee baby .!!

hmm . den mummy off to wrk , den hubbiie sllp at mye hse . we were sllpin soundly til ii wake up to vomit .. & den ii starte to feelin very very xiin ku . IM SIICK . DAMN DAMN siick norr . poor hubbiie , lookin afte me every hr .. even in e middle ob e niites .. hiieh came to check if im okiie . switest part ob hiimh . *im shoo in lovee wit mye baby .!!

den sllp & wakiie up to vomit .. siianx ..

ranin e whole dae , cant go out .. shoo sllack at hme wit hubbiie .. tmll goiin to visit mye vall , & mye lil godson .. hhaas . stil haven decide wad to buy wors . coosh hubbiie say ii haven marry cant gibb ang bao . SIANX .. thinkin hard nw ..

* misses e kids again .. dey re naughty smtyme , buhh stil , dey re cute at tymes too ..