iim tiinkiin hard . forr e answer whiich ii niid . ish xiiaohuii riite .? ii cry .. mye tears dropp forr herr . she made me cry . am ii realii a nobody to herr at all .? why wil she been hiidiin tins frm me .? ish tiis wad ii gett frm gettiin herr happy weneva she's emo .? ish tiis wad ii get frm gettiin herr to b happy wen she's beiin bully .? ish tiis wad ii gett frm everythiin ii haf donee forr herr .? ish tiis wad ii reali shlld gett ??
mayb ii am jus a nobody .. ii feel shoo sad & hurtt . xiiaohuii told me dat all frens wil betray ue .. even if its a 7 yrs frenshiip . coosh dats wad happen to herr .. shlld ii trust herr words .? she asked me smtiin , & nw ii dunno wad to reply .. she asked , " ish she realii able to rely on.? iif she iish , den why she hide frm ue tiins .? " .. ii was numbb .. ii cant tell herr wads mye answer .. coosh ii truste most de bestt fren , do realii haf tins to hide frm me .. & iim jus a silly one .. beiin hide till shoo longg , yet ii nod nth ..
stil rmbiin , weneva she's sad or emoiin , she'll wil owas tel me . hide no tiins frm me .. buhh nw , tiins changes .. she hides tiins frm me .. mye heart was shoo sad .. ii reali no mood to eat mye dinner . mayb ii shlld b allone .. iim jus a nobody .. sm1 ii truste most hurtt & made me drop mye tears .. answers & questiions ish poppiin out .. ii dunno wad ish it .. jus feel shoo kanna cheated by every1 .. wen ii saw herr bllogg , ii cry .. she actualii kept tins frm me .. tis whole sentence ish repeateiin like a mp3 . wad ii hatee most ish , ppl liie to me .. & hidiin tins frm me .. she knows it .. buhh why stil she do iit .?
its reali hurtiin me ..
choiice ish hers . ii cant gibb comments .. buhh nw , she choose to liie & hidiin tiins frm me .. wad shlld ii do .? why am ii cryiin .? ii reali dunno why .. ish it worth it .?
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