♥ : jus emoiin .
iim damn siick . shoo didnt turn up forr wrk 2dae . gonna miiss bossy & mye loveely girls . no jokes forr e dae . hhaas . morniin wakiie up , waited forr hubbiie to come & briing me go c doc . lolx . afte c doc , wen to courts forr a walk . LOLx . coosh SUNdae ii gonna buy a new deskstop forr myeself .!! YESH .!! im shoo happy & loveeiin it . gonna haf e latest design de . hhaas . its slim & bllackiie . yesh , iris lovee bllackiie . hhaas .
DEDICATE most to mye lianx a .
ii nod ue wil b readiin mye bllog anytyme . ii jus woke up , & saw eur sms . ii feel shoo sad forr ue & abt ue . 1stly , ii nod iim to bllame dat nw ii starte to wrk , very less mit ue . hop ue understand 1 poiint ish dat , ii reali quite tied up . shoo nort ii dun wan to . & 2ndly ... ii nod ii shlld acc ue chat awhile afte passiin ue e presents , buhh iim reali very siick to do it . ii reali nid to rest .. coosh ii cant b haviin MC everydae de mahs . ii nod ue re moddy shoo ue say those sad & hurtiin words yst . buhh ue did apologised at e niite .. ii understand ..
& e last tiins ish , iif ue tiin SHE wont hurt ue like b4 , den ue go ahead & mak eur choiice . & ii wil nod ue wont haf sm tyme forr me anymore . coosh ue shlld nod hw muchiie ii hatee herr forr hurtiin ue . ii dunno wad ue tiinkiin riite nw .. buhh ii jus hop ue wont mak e choiice to b hurt by herr agaiin .. & herr bf .. ue stil rmb dat tyme hw dey hurtt ue .? ish it forgiveable , ii doubt it alot . ii dunno why .. jus worryiin . iif ther's realii a pllace forr herr iin ue , ii guess both ob us wil b drove farr apart .. tiis ish wad ii nod frm mye heart ..
buhh anw , its all up to ue to decided . ii cant say muchiie . sorriie if those words ish unfaiir or hurt .. buhh its realii wad ii wante to say . mayb ii beliieve dat me & ue wil nt b as happy as b4 iif ther's a part ob herr . coosh ii reali hatee herr to e core ..
finally , ii nod ue stil haf smtiin to hide frm me .. ii reali lost mye words forr nw ..
sorriie mye dear liianx a .. ii nod ii haf no riite to say aniitiin . buhh ii jus lovee ue too muchiie .. ii dun wished to c ue kanna hurt agaiin .. dats all ..to all mye frens , ii dunno why . buhh jus feel dat no one ish true .. every1 ish hidiin tiins frm me .. iim sad .. ii jus wan to b allone .. & mye tis bllog songs dedicates to e frens ii lovee most .. ii understand well .. iim nth .. jus a sm1 whiich every1 can hurt & liie to me de .. iim sad .. all mye doiin ish jus bullshiits . ii reali very hurt by ue all . ue all dunno wads e word hurtiin means ... she gibb me attitude dat very dae on xmas eve , & ii nod finally nod why .. coosh she mit herr .. e person ii most trust hurtt me deep .. jus leave me allone forr nw & forrveer .. takiie kares .. siince iim jus a nobody .. iim tired lerh ..
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