haviin moodswiings . buhh nort dat bad . jus dat ii kiip cryiin . out ob nothiin . mye gfs tolld me dat it wasnt good forr mye lil babbiie . buhh ii realii no choiice . & nw , mye loviin hubbiie , was e one makiin me smiles wit hiish lovee every miins . hiieh kiip remiindiin me nort to cry or stress . if nort , nort good forr e babbiie . haiis .

mayb all ii cryiin abt ish ii tiin mye family dun lovee me at all . ii dunno why . jus tiis feeliins . makes me shoo shagg . gort morniin siickness tiis morniin , shoo didnt turn up forr wrk . ther goes fllies away mye $100/- iincentiives . buhh realii no choiice . its much beta den ii go wrk without smiles & thiinkiin othe tiins at wrk , den wil mak mye boss tiin too muchiie too .

out ob suddden , mayb ii wil b wrkiin tiis jobb til afte chiinese new year bahs . coosh tiis jobb ish a lil tiriin . & its nort reali suitablle forr me . as doc asked me to rest more . dun shang haii wo de body .

many questiions haf made me asked mye frens . many say actualii hafiin a babbiie in e family , wasnt dat suffer .. & it dunch realii cost allot . jus sm tymes may haf a lil confliicts abt sudden costiin . buhh hubbiie say , we'll b fiine . coosh we'll gibb our lil preciious e best de .. ii trust hiimh . as forr nw , hiieh was jus pllanniin to haf e ROM 1st .. & e chiinese traditional tiins & ob coosh a lil buffet bahs . we cant haf diinner yet , as we dunch realii haf enuff $$ . nvm . its okay .. ii trust mye hubbiie wil gib me a grand weddiin wen we saved up enuff . most impt ish our names under e law & settlliin dwn mye lil preciious in a stablle family ..

doc says dat mye lil preciious wil b due on 25th ob aug or latest 03th sept . iim shoo happy & exciited . saw lotsa ob mye frens gibbiin biirth liao . shoo happy forr dem . & nw , gonna b mye turn soon .

marmiie to b . awaiitiin wit tears & smiles ..

mye liianx a asked me tob strong , ii realii hop ue wil b by me .. coosh ii dunno hw longg ii cn endure .. ii haf no1 to turn onii ue , mye hubbiie & sm othe gfs .. nort mye family anymore . sorriie to scare ue last niitex . ii jus tiin too muchiie ..

* e bllack lil small patch ish mye lil 6wks+ preciious =)

* doc tolld me dat preciious heartbeat ish 122/miin . its normal heartbeat jumpp .

shoo happy to c mye lil preciious hearbeat jumpiin .. waiitiin forr mye next appoiintment den doc gnna let me liisten to mye lil preciious heartbeat sound . awaitiin =)

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