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.Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : tmr mye off dae agaiin ..
hmm . yst miit up wiit ah xiing . lols . hiieh driive me & bee ard . & ii kiip gave hiimh e wrong directions . den chiit chatt & talk cock . shagg . den settle ourself @ Jalan Kayu forr supper . hmm . afte dat , tata . go hme liiao . lols . nth much . jus came backiie frm wrk . abiit tiired . haiis .
frens , iim tryiin to stay strong .. thanks anw forr all ur supports . ii wil mak it de . no worriies =)
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.Tuesday, April 29, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : tryin hard to hold on my tears ..
ii criied til mye tears ish soft . its fllowiin dwn mye cheeks every moment ii tiink ob stress . its cumiin backiie every miins . iim askiin myeself wad ii realii wann . coosh iim lost . iim damn lost .. why . why ish everythiink cumiin through mye lyfe . ish it all test frm god .? mayb bahs . feel like clubbiin . cry wiithiin mye dance steps . cryiin out mye hard tears ..thiinkiin & pretendiin wad hurts e most . its jus beiin so close to everythiink . jus anybody out ther heariin me cry ? cn ii jus haf sm1 beta to lend me eur shoulder to cry on . iim hurt . iim depressed . ii dunno wad ii wan eithe . ii know & understand hw much frens out there ish there to support me . buhh ii cant asked myeself to b strong . mayb ii lost e trust ob miine .miit up wiit mye liianx a wiit mummy forr dinner jus nw . haven been eatiin a rightful diinner these few daes too . tolld liianx a . ii tot ob gibbiin up mye lyfe backiie to god . & her stunn face lookiin at me . & ii promiise ii wont b foolish . jus one last cry , & ii hope to b a strong lil iris .makiin mye own lyfe paranoiid wiithiin mye palm makes me confused & hurt .. ii tryiin hard to beliieve . beliieve mye self agaiin .ish mye heart dead .? wher ish mye heart beat . iim tryiin to catch a breathe .. wil ue holld me out ob mye darkness part .? jus once .?
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.Monday, April 28, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : siick =(
was siick . wen to wrk iin e morniin . buhh made a U turn afte feeliin worse . hmm . decided & made all e choices ii wante to made . haiis . hard to say . buhh ii tiink its beta . coosh at least hiieh wont feel so fan wiit me ard . no1 wil argue wiit hiimh . etc .. mye heart ish dead nw . dun ask me why . jus wanna concentrate on mye wrk . its very impt .
ii nort mean to made e stupiid mistakes . jus dat iim bug by mye mummy . iim stress . no1 understand . anw , wil onii bllog wen iim reali very free . tc .
hiit mye leg 2dae , was very paiinful & swollen lo ..
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.Sunday, April 27, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : issit e way ii wann .?
ii dunno . iim confused . ii dunno issiit e way ii wan . ii jus wished to stay allone . ii jus niid myeself to calm myeself . ii jus niid nobody to lovee & care for me . iim ke liianx . iim nobody , jus a siimplle iris . ii wann mye siingle lyfe . ii wann no stress .arghh . iim killiin myeself soon . iim dyiin frm tears & stress dat stored insiide me . iim goiin iinsance . plls hellp me . jus e last tyme ii triied tastiin eur lovee . ii am emo . iim lost . dun lovee me . jus hatee me & ii'll b glad . ii niid no lovee . ii jus wiished to study hard forr mye career . ii wan to b a wonder woman .. dats all ..mayb iits reali e end ob us . dun try to add on to mye stress . iim depressed . ii niid to breathe . let me go bahs ..
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.Thursday, April 24, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : miimii shall b mye preciious .!!
.Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : hhaas. lovee my cutiie miimii =)
nth much to bllog abt lo . hhaas . jus came backiie frm wrk nort longg . coosh wen to bugiis wiit oc & bee . wen to haf dinner & relac . actualii goiin viillage buy smtiins de . buhh too bad , e shop closed earlii . siianx . hmm . nth much to bllog . jus wanna update wiit mye miimii's foto =)
siimply lovee herr to biits ^^
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mye preciious . she wil nv stop peepiin me . jus lovee herr . coosh she's beta den any1 else who knows my real feelins rite nw ..*will try to blog more piics . coosh bllog ish dwn agaiin =(
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.Monday, April 21, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : lovee mye naiils =]
hhaas . here ii am here to bllog agaiin . 2dae nth much . coosh haf mye test lerh . hhaas . liianx a agaiin beiin mye model . lols . thans . at least ii pass lo . disappointed wiit mye paiintiin onii . hmm . e rest stil okay norr . hhaas .
did sm acryliic naiils arts too . hhaas . did on LY hand . lols . nth to do mahs . buhh at least stil passablle . hmm . btw , me & LY tiins haf settle . thanss to mye beloved OC & BEE . hhaas . happy wrkiin ther . nothe mth haf pass . tymes do flies lorr . siians . broke nw . buhh awaiitiin forr hubbiie's good news soon =)
upload sm piics very sooon . coosh bllog hangs agaiin =)
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.Saturday, April 19, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : ii learn to giib & tak =[
2dae ish mye off daes , & iim here to bllog anw . hhaas . jus fiiniish part ob mye hse wrk . buhh gonna fiiniish off wiit everytink wen e clothes re ready . hmm . shoo while waiitiin den here ii bllog lo =)
yst was mye learniin daes . & fiinally ii cry iit out . she used herr piity feeliins to let othes say me . buhh mummy & bebe & hubbiie was all by me & concerniin abt me . askiin me nort to cry . actualii ii haf holld mye tears all allong wen ii know she say me . sayiin tiins dat re nort true . ii didnt used mye last tyme those ah liianx feeliins to questiion herr or rathe did ii scold herr . ii jus kiip quiet .. as mummy say de . wrkiin iish like tiis . sure wil gort xiiao ren ard ue . no matter wad , dunch cry iin front ob dem , iif nort dey wil tiink dat ue re lose . hmm . ii learn iit . shoo iim tryiin mye best nw to giib & takiie . hhaas .
was nort feeliin damn well too . mye ucler coosh me lotsa ob paiin & pllus cant even wet mye liips lo . coosh swollen den mye tongue cant reach mye liips . cn reach abiit buhh iit il b very paiinful . arghh .. den mye menstral cum .. nabe realii mood swiing . coosh ii learniin nort to giib out mye mood swiings feeliins to othes . as it wasnt good too . iim tryiin mye best .!!
hmm . nw mye clothes re ready lerh . gonna go dry & hang it . hmm . wil bllog agaiin wen iim free .




PS. hhaas . mye new foniie de camera nort bad huh =)

<- did 3 new set ob nail arts . hhaas . iim improviin =)
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.Wednesday, April 16, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : happy . happy . happy =))
yst wen to mit up wiit buddy , xiiao heii @ serangoon . den we wen dwn to compass wiit cabby . lols . wen to mak e hp tiins . & fiinally , gort my new hp . F330 @ Red & Black versiions . plus its a musiic foniie norr =)

afte hp bought , wen to shop for a new hp pouch & key chaiin . hhaas .
afte everythiin , miit mye liianx a @ amk central .. walk ard . bought many stuff & wen to try out e faciial at amk hub . very relax & niice lorr .
bought BALENO polo tee (red) , CJ7 hp keychaiin , Eversoft full set faciial products (cleanese;toner;day&niight cream;sunscreen lotion) .
& prepariin for wrk lerh . tired yet im stil briingiin a happy mood to wrk . yst bee tolld me smtiink . made me damn piiss off lor . lazy to say . buhh promiise mysellf to be steady & calm 1st . & ii wil nabe treat e f***er good lerh .!!!
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♥ : off daes -.-
yappx . its my off dae 2dae yet ii am stil wakiin up earlii . lols . coosh mummy's morniin cor woke me up . siianx . later mittiin buddy , xiiao heii to town to mak mye hp stuff . let me jus updae my previous daes .
sat , afte wrk . wen to KBOX wiit OC , BEE , SANDRA .. hhaas . LIYUN last miin bluff us . stupiid . buhh overall , e siingiin sessiions was fun =) & ii manage to takiie sm fotos ob my cute wrkiin frens ..
shall update wen ii haf tiins agaiin =)
cute OC =)

deardear,BEE & sandra =)
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.Sunday, April 06, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : raiiniin dae . siians =(
its raiiniin cats & dogs nw lorr . hmm . so whiile waiitiin for e raiin to stop b4 ii cn go backiie to hubbiie's hse , so ii decided to bllog alil . hhaas . if nort no tyme to bllog . hhaas . next wk wil b backiie to mye own hme due to ah ma's health tinks. sadd to say too . & ii haf myedeardear , BEE to b mye rme mates too . hhaas . daddy & mummy approve de =) as BEE's sister wil nt b in SPORE for smtyme .
& daddy accepted miimii to stay wit us too . so happy norr . hhaas .
PS. gonna haf mye nose piierce soon =)
*Saw raiin e othe dae . wen drinkin wit chriis & deardear , BEE & frens ..

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.Saturday, April 05, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : she tiink iim nobdy.. lols
jus gort hme . was so dan piiss off by sm1 . liianx a , gort ppl say ue mye mummy lorr .
hhaas . read her post . OMG .! she sux to e core lorr . tot dat ii wont b readiin herr blog . arghh . angry siia . she shlld b e one wiinniin oscar priize man . cb*
her whole bllog was jus so fuck up .. even hubbiie oso say her words ish damn messy . kiip changiin story lorr . den she starte barkiin like a dog .. so me , hubbiie & liianx a oso dun wann talk wiit herr .
HELLO miiss . ue re jus a small kiid man .. ish ue e one barkiin abt fiiona xiie's breast ish fake . hhaas . ue tiink eurs ish biig .? omg . ue stil wann me teachh ue get pregnant ? ue despo siia . its alright dat ue haf try 2yrs+ & yet ue cant carry any child . coosh god know ue tiis type ob ppl giib birth wil onii haii dao e kiids lorr . hhaas . pllus eur lok so pork chop , quite suit eur guy too . such a small ger siia . 18/19 yrs onii .. stil follo ppl wann stay iin wiit bf . den bf's mum cook gibb ue stil say nort niice . OMG . if iim eur bf mum , ii wil say ue sult .! & she can tel me dat she know her bf , nv mit b4 , wen mit den stead lerh . eee . yucks . such an easy gerr . no wonder her hse ish so problematiic . me actiin ? why nort ue say ue re actiin & iim jus acc ue . even eur guy oso know eur fuckiin attitude lorr . er xiin de small ger ..
stil cn write out say ue jus beiin kind to fork out $$ to briing my miimii to e vet .. hhaas . nort forgettiin miimii's owner tolld me too . she told me nort to let miimii go alone wiit ue . coosh ue re planniin to snatch miimii backiie wen ue c herr . OMG .! thans lorr . iim nort dat stupiid too . hhaas . & forgettiin e impt too . ue say ii wil sure lose in e court coosh ii dun haf miimii's license .. hhaas . too bad , even e ex-owner say she wil privately giib it to me & wil ask ue stop steppiin iin2 miimii's subject . coosh she know eur true color . (laugh out loud lor*)
my dear frens shlld b wonderiin hw she lok like riite . lucky ii save up 1 ob herr foto . & oso , as forr e cert tiins , she wen to tell e ex-owner dat she lost iit , & so wher cn she fiind 1 copy giib me riite . lame gerr . liiar , liiar , liiar =) omos 4get . wen 1st iin front ob liianx a ii cor herr & asked abt miimii , whethe she gort skiin prob , she tolld me NO . its jus heat spot , let herr go under e sun wil b okay . den she promised to mit in e late AFTERNOON , & she oversllp til 7pm . so ii tolld herr ii cant mak it . coosh ii haf to attend my modelliin wrk . iim nort as free as herr too . kiip lyiin & arugiin wiit me . siiao cha bo . lols . & fiinally e real owner wante to contact me , guess wad .. she kiip gib e ex-owner mye num wrongly . until e ex-owner try contactiin me e whole dae . & e ex-owner told me dat , she know abt miimii's skiin prob , & ii was askiin niicely , den why cant e stupiid gerr tel me e truth ? y mus liie .. den me & e ex-owner tok alot . fiinally know herr true colors . coosh e ex-owner oso dun trust dat sult anymore . hhaas .
frens , if ue dun trust me , cor my hp , ii wil cor up e ex-owner & put ue chatt wit e ex-owner ob miimii =)
she jus tok without e braiin . small kiids . despo ger ii eva seen . YUCKs ..
hmm . lets stop subject abt herr . hhaas . backiie to mye subject . hhaas . off 2dae wors . bought miimii to mye wrk pllace , bee & oc pllay wiit herr . hhaas chatted real longg lorr . den headed backiie hme . & nw miimii's sllpiin beside me =)
*Ps. see herr BEAUTIFUL face lerh mahs =)

bllog later .. coosh ii did my nails acryliic extensions yst . shoo abiit hard to type . lols '_' "
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.Thursday, April 03, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : sorriie & sorriie lahs =))
realii apologiised to my frens . arghh . no ppll tagg me siia . lols . ii wen MIA . due to rather too busy wit my wrk . ii lovee mye new wrkiin place . haf lotsa of fun wiit my ladiies . hhaas . especialli wiit my deardear , BEE =)
mye manager was cutee . mye deardear ish owas playiin wiit me . wrk ther 2 wks lerh . happy . other den learniin new stuff , ii gort e tyme to do free waxiin , manicure & pedicure lorr . hhaas . all free ob charge lorr . hhaas .
a biig thans to liianx a lorr . she ish williin to b mye model . iim so touched siia . hhaas . 2 daes b4 ii off todae , ii wen to do extensions of acryliic for myeself . hhaas . so iin lovee wiit mye ails nor =)
yst jus gort e contract . & ii signed it lerh . hhaas . beiin tied up to wrk for a yr . oso good . hhaas . iim a happy giirl =))
wil bllog wen ii free again =)
cherry on mye legg . & did graduatiions on mye nails =)

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