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.Tuesday, April 29, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : tryin hard to hold on my tears ..
ii criied til mye tears ish soft . its fllowiin dwn mye cheeks every moment ii tiink ob stress . its cumiin backiie every miins . iim askiin myeself wad ii realii wann . coosh iim lost . iim damn lost .. why . why ish everythiink cumiin through mye lyfe . ish it all test frm god .? mayb bahs . feel like clubbiin . cry wiithiin mye dance steps . cryiin out mye hard tears ..thiinkiin & pretendiin wad hurts e most . its jus beiin so close to everythiink . jus anybody out ther heariin me cry ? cn ii jus haf sm1 beta to lend me eur shoulder to cry on . iim hurt . iim depressed . ii dunno wad ii wan eithe . ii know & understand hw much frens out there ish there to support me . buhh ii cant asked myeself to b strong . mayb ii lost e trust ob miine .miit up wiit mye liianx a wiit mummy forr dinner jus nw . haven been eatiin a rightful diinner these few daes too . tolld liianx a . ii tot ob gibbiin up mye lyfe backiie to god . & her stunn face lookiin at me . & ii promiise ii wont b foolish . jus one last cry , & ii hope to b a strong lil iris .makiin mye own lyfe paranoiid wiithiin mye palm makes me confused & hurt .. ii tryiin hard to beliieve . beliieve mye self agaiin .ish mye heart dead .? wher ish mye heart beat . iim tryiin to catch a breathe .. wil ue holld me out ob mye darkness part .? jus once .?
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