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.Friday, May 30, 2008 ' ♥

♥ : a new love. a new start.

a new start. yesh. am startin all anew. im lazy to wait. im lazy to tink. jus follow my fate. mye skool is startin within 3 days. & ii reali nid to play til im SONG leiis. cant b everyday sllack de mahs. wahs. wil sot de lorr. hhaas. stress.

wil it b difficult forr me wen ii haf to get to know abt my new frens? OMG. iim stress. hw's mye skool lyfe wil b? fun or stress? hhaas. dunni leiis. shall let e god decide wad ever it ish bahs. & right nw, mimi ish backiie wit me. lols. e feelin is nt very right. ii dunno why. ii see herr & ii tiink ob mye past. mayb ii wil gibb up on herr. coosh iim scare dat ii haf no tyme forr herr. as mimi needs alot ob LOVE & CARE norr.

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.Thursday, May 29, 2008 ' ♥

♥ :

yst mit up emily forr dinner at amk hub. mit herr at BODY SHOP ther. gort myself a new foundation. den was decidin wad to eat. at last we decided to go A STAR ther to eat ZI CHA. buhh dunno why nv open. so we haf to eat othe food liao. den ii odered e PORK CHOP. wahs. its e damn lousy western food ii ever had. damn SALTY lorr. ii know salt very cheap oso nort like dat mahs. wahs. CMI.!!!

afte dinner, acc emily go round amk to find her DIARY BOOK. damn longg. hhaas. finally she gort 1 lerh. hhaas. afte dat she wen back shop den me & bii wen over to kovan to find kenneth. hhaas. sllack over ther awhile. den kenneth say hiish mummy bdae. so bii decided to go hiish hse to wished e mummy HAPPY BDAE. so wen over lorr. hhaas. afte dat sllack til abt 12+ den no place go. so bii & kenneth decided to go forr fishin triip. hhaas. den we wen over to ZPUGGOL PARK forr fishiin sessions norr. hhaas. fished forr 2hrs. & e outcome was, e fiishin rod haven go iin water, kenneth de prawn meat alrdy drop. mak til he damn PEK CEK. hhaas. den we gibb up e idea ob fiishiin. so we wen over to 4o1 coffeeshop sllack. den kenneth wen hme. & ii acc bii to TTSH to get mc. afte dat wen hme & sllp.

nw waitin forr ppl to cor me out. hhaas. gonna rain soon. wahs. 3 more days to mye skool openin. hmm. rewindin backiie. hw did ii spent mye daes. ii oso dunno. hhaas. shagg.

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♥ : fishin nites

hhaas. yst mit up emily. had our dinner at A STAR coffeeshop wit bii. hhaas. damn it. stupid ZI CHA nv open den no choice, haf to eat othe. wahs. its e damn lousy dinner ii ever had. ii order pork chop. & guess wad. e pork chop loks okay. buhh horr. damn hell salty. like e salt free ob charge de. wth. afte dinner wen ard amk to acc emily to get her DIARY book. & finally afte a longg searchiin. she gort 1. hhaas. den she wen backiie shop to do herr stuff. while me & bii wen to kovan sllack. mit kenneth over ther. den he told us hiish mummy bdae. so we no place go. den decided to go over hiish hse wished hiish mummy a HAPPY BDAE. hhaas.

afte dat, slack til 12+ den dey finally decided to go FISHIN. hhaas. so we wen over to PUGGOL PARK forr e fiishiin trip. hhaas. kenneth damn funny. coosh e prawn meat kip drop wher by he haven throw in e water. spend abt 2hrs ther. den no outcome. stop e triip. wen to 4o1 coffeeshop sllack den afte ii acc bii to TTSH to get mc. hhaas. damn longg. afte dat headed backiie hme & sllp.

den nw waitin to c who wil cor me out. hhaas. 3 more days den to mye skool openin. wahs. damn fast. oso dunno hw ii spent mye daes.. arghh..

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.Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ' ♥

♥ : could tyme jus turn backiie or not?

he tolld me dat hiish stil mye daily reader. ii dunno. iim jus curiious. curiious whethe could tyme stil turn backiie. nort say ii miiss my daes. jus dat ii wiished tyme could turn backiie nw & ii dun haf to feel paiin eiither.

jus woke up. was asllp very latee. coosh was hungry. so wen to eat smting b4 ii sllp. hhaas. ii wanna grow FAT.!! omg. rainin cats & dogs forr daes liiao lorr. buhh stil okay nahs. coosh ii can sllp til late. forr e last few daes. & ii gonna b a good girl & start my skool daes. BORED.!! ooh yahs. btw, millions boss msged me. treat me like toy. no ppl wann wrk den cor me. nvm. ii shall wrk til frii & its gonna b mye last dae ob wrk. & mayb ii goiin xiiao zhen ther wrk. we shall c. coosh ii hatee boss like tiis. eee. er xiin. to9 stil gort to wrk. emily wanna mit up forr diinner. & ii haf to passed herr e foniie. shagg..

wad a dae..

L爱ve ends @2:31 PM

.Tuesday, May 27, 2008 ' ♥

♥ : bleeding love for you.

Closed off from love

I didn't need the pain

Once or twice was enough

And it was all in vain

Time starts to pass

Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened

For the very first time with you

My heart melts into the ground

Found something true

And everyone's looking round

Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and

I Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear

But they talk so loud

Their piercing sounds fill my ears

Try to fill me with doubt

Yet I know that the goal

Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater

Than the rush that comes with your embrace

And in this world of loneliness

I see your faceYet everyone around me

Thinks that I'm going crazy,maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and

I Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

And it's draining all of me

Oh they find it hard to believe

I'll be wearing these scars

For everyone to seeI don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and

I Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding-Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and

I Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and

IKeep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

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Yst wen out. took my online purchased de bagg den go hmw put lerh. den wen to kovan slack wit rz & kenneth. afte dat shuii quan, e gf & bro came. sllack til bebe off wrk. den wen back amk fetch herr. den headed to The Cathay wit rz & kenneth to watch Made Of Honor. hhaas. nice show. yet stupid kenneth fall asllp throughout e movie. hhaas. dumb dumb. hmm. den afte moviie wen to Explanade slack. slack til mornin. hhaas. rz bike was kanna cramp. no choice & haf to made payment. all thans to kenneth lorr. anyhow park. hhaas. abt 5am+ headed backiie amk. ate our breakfast den headed hme sllp. while rz & kenneth wen hme to changed den dey haf to book in again. LOLs. bored day. ii was waitin forr hiish msged. & wonderin hard. wil he msged me not. yet e answer ish a NO. haiis. dunno lahs. shlld ii msged hiimh or.? he changed. he used to msged me & tel me he read my blog. buhh yst til nw. no response. fann arr. mye studiies days ish drawiin neare & neare liiaos. mummy owas act cute. sayiin me. everydae go out play. pls lorr. wen skool starts ii wil b a good girl by den. hhaas. jus relac & njoyed my days. hmm. rainin cats & dogs nw. dunno wher to go. CWP or TPM? johnny called. he wanna mit. dunno wher to go. hhaas. wad a day. e song bleedin love ish so damn niice. hhaas. repeatiin over & over again.

ii trust FATE. if we were meant to b 2gethe. we wil b 2gethe no matter wad. So ii shall jus stop my day dream nw. Even if ii were to say ii miissed hiimh. Im strong enuff to handle all tiis by nw. Im grown up. laughs*

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.Sunday, May 25, 2008 ' ♥

♥ : dats my lovely wkend=)

rewiinded. hhaas. yst wake up ard 1pm. msn wiit kerou. hhaas. mye longg lost meiimeii, missed her lotsa lorr. den arranged to mit up. coosh ii promiised herr longg tyme ago lerh. hhaas. cannot owas say say onii. hhaas. ii very steady de. LOLs. den prepared. mit her at herr hse ther. den chatted til abt 8pm+. den afte dat wen over to seng siiong to fiind emily forr diinner. hhaas. den afte dat decided to go amk hubb for moviie. hhaas.

den we watched e 10.20pm show. CHOCOLATE. hhaas. damn niice lorr. e giirl + herr muay thaii. damn envy herr. hhaas. good good. lols. buhh damn cold norr. 4get to briing my jacket. lols. afte show, wen hme. actualii was abt to pllann to tonn throughout e niites de. den suddenly buddy called. hhaas. den he came over wiit hiis fren, warren. den dey fetched us to thomson ther makan. afte makan wen hme. onliine awhile. den nort longg. actualii wante to driink abiit de. den my hp rang. my didi called. hiish in trouble. den ii haf to rushed dwn to hellped hiimh. iin e end no choice. so called buddy forr helped. den again, warren & buddy came over fetched me , bee & kerou to changii to fiind my bro. den helped & escort hiimh to cabb safety den off we go. no pllace to go. so decided to g buddy hse to sllack. den play cards & driink norr. afte dat, RZ & hiish fren wanna mit me. so ii asked buddy to let dem go up buddy's hse too. hhaas. den sllack til mornin ard 6am+ den wen hme. lols. den acc kerou to waiit forr cabb. coosh she's too tired. den sllp abt 2 or 3hrs niia. RZ & hiish fren wanna mit me. so jus right bee on leave. den ii asked herr alongg nor. den decided to go out. earli in e mornin, 11am. de two guys came over mye hse here & waited forr us to prepared. damn tired norr.

den afte dat, had our breakfast. saw ah ma & ah gong. yahs. dey reached spore liiao. hhaas. helped dem to tak their tiins up my hse den off e four ob us wen to ESCAPE theme park. hhaas. actuali e idea was goiin ICE SKATIN. buhh ii dunn wann. hhaas. so wen over to escape norr. dan niice. play e games all non-stop de. hhaas. cute fellows. hhaas. den abt 5+ starts to feel tired. so decided to go hme. hhaas. damn tired. so napp awhile norr.

wake up ard 8pm+ due to stupid RZ & fren called. kiip wann miit us. buhh ii relai cant mak it. so nv miit. hhaas. den helped mummy, ah yii, my 2 lil cousiins do nails. den nw mye hse damn funn & noiisy lorr. hhaas. happy.

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haiis. dunno hw. buhh juss confused, yet ii not tryiin to b emo or wad. jus confused. dats all. ii was told to gibb up. coosh it wont b any good outcome de. & ppl was askin why am ii wastiin my tyme on an no outcome de future nehs. haiis. ii dunno eithe. ii jus feel beiin left cold smtyme. buhh smtyme ii stil cn feel hiish lovee. ii missed hiimh badly. yet he dun reali know my feelins. coosh emily asked me to b strong. goin through a mature relationship cannot owas stiick to each othe. each othe mus haf a privacy tyme. ii understand. buhh its too much frm wad ii haf to go through. can ii pull through tiis lonely days. mye school days ish cumiin nearer & nearer. ii promiised mye family dat ii mus b strong & study hard. so nw.. ii jus wished to study hard. buhh by all means. everythin has a limit de. ii shall jus let tyme to decide mye fate. buhh if e chance is reali were to missed away by hiimh. den b it bahs. ii cant b askiin muchiie too. ii haf to REN MING lerh. if its eurs den eurs. if nort. let go wil b beta forr each other. tiis iis wadd ii learnt nw. iim a strong lil girl=)

nvm abt anythiin. jus show e piics ob e dae bahs=)

if fate were to let us together. den we wil b together no matter hw muchiie tyme ii haf to waiit or wasted. buhh if tiins werent better. den ii wil jus to let it b wad it shlld.

frm RZ. it might b small. buhh tiis is wad he tired. jus to entertain my days=)

tyme wil prove everythin.

so wad ever ue told me shall jus let tyme

prove everythin=)

ESCAPE theme park.

PS. sorriie lin & yiing. nabe miit ue. damn tiired. buhh anw, good luck, lin. jiayouus forr ur O lvl tmr=)

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.Saturday, May 24, 2008 ' ♥

♥ : 4girls outin.

hhaas. yst met my girls @ bugiis. hmm. my lovely yiing , liin , hong. hhaas. den afte dat xiing came too. lols. den nth muchh. jus sllack til tymes' up den wante to briing liin go piierce. iin e end. cant piierce. longg story. den wen backii e to viillage ther. bought 1 watch same as yiing den bought 3 more earriin den we shared cabb backiie to wdls sllack agaiin. hhaas. jus wen drinkin wit yang , yiing , hong , liin , taiizii & sihuii @ blk19 niia. afte dat smtiins crop up. den afte dat ii wen to miit hiimh. just to c wad he bought forr me. nth much abt todae siia. hmm. he gave me e lil presents. hhaas. e words on it so meaniinful. thans xiing*

You make me smile.

A love like ours could never die as long as i have you near me.

the present he bought for me. sweet*

L爱ve ends @3:43 PM

.Friday, May 23, 2008 ' ♥

♥ : fun trip to JB

rewiinded backiie to fun & interrestiin & siiao siiao dae wiit huilin & bee. hhaas. wake up in e afternoon. den online. chatted wit lin awhile. haven decide wher to mit all dat. out ob a sudden. ii pop out a questions. askiin lin seriously & wit jokes attitude. "ar bo we go JB lahs.?" go eat dabao. lols. hhaas. den she said she asked her mummy. lols. dunno why herr mummy suddenly approved. damn shiok lorr. actualii ii faste asked her prepared. den bee nv go de. is ii c herr alone at hme ke liians. so asked her wanna cum alongg nort. lols. ii nt so bad de norr.

hmm. den miit lin @ msl den we took train to krangji & took 170 in. hhaas. reached custom den afte dat to JB custom. frm JB custom we walk to city square lorr. den gort 1 guy siiao de. suddenly say wad "xiiao xiie nii de ang gong hen meii lii leiis" . yucks. fat ass. den we quite scare lorr. hhaas. later kanna kipnapped. so we walked very fast to city square. walked & walked. FINALLY> gort our way ther. all e way wit me & lin entertainin each othe jokes. hhaas. we re good jokers. LOLs.

reached city square. den wen to a restaurant name SEASON. hhaas. had our lunch ther 1st b4 we start our day. lols. hhaas. fotos re taken abiit onii. due to dunno wad happen. suddenly my hp jam. sm fotos cn b save sm cant. damn it. hhaas. shoppin day was funn. coosh we was very siiao. hhaas. den suddenly bee saw her frens. den she go beat dem. me & lin was like. " wad e..." den we run. hhaas. coosh bee spoiled our image lorr. hhaas. afte shoppin e whole dae. bought myself a black hp pouch + sling bag + 2 nail colors. hhaas. wad a tirin dae lorr.

hmm. den abt 7pm we start to go to custom & mak our way backiie to spore. lols. fun day indeed. coosh ii omos fall dwn wen get out ob e bus. & thans. lin kip laughin wen she saw my passport foto. PLS lin*. hhaas. ii bcum meii nu nw. so past is past. hhaas. dats my papa foto. LOLs. =)

den backiie to spore. wen to centre makan dinner den headed to yew tee find xiing forr a drink. lols. in e end, we drank abt 3bottles ob tiger beer onii. hhaas. & lin whole face red lerh lorr. cute. xiing loks moody today. sorriie*

afte e drinkin sessions, we wen hme abt 11pm. & backiie hme. chatted online. den to sllp. later mittin my girls again. hhaas. njoyiin myself til my skool starts. dats lyfe. lovee it*

piics ob e day..

my meii & me. sistas ferr lyfe=)

L爱ve ends @12:22 PM

.Thursday, May 22, 2008 ' ♥

♥ : thans for eur sweet memoriies.

thans for eur sweet memoriies. & finally, ii know what type ob person ue re. & here agaiin. yesh. my tears dropped. happy.? hhaas. its okay. ii learnt my mistakes. iim a grew up girl. & ue re a grew up man. its okay. ii wil b strong. ii wont let myself down. coosh ii haf many tins to do. many othe tiins re waitin forr me to finished & fulfiled. & plus my skools ish startiin soon. hhaas. tinkin backiie. hw stupiid am ii to trust ue re e one. wen ue re jus like othes. ue lie. ue know ii hatee liars. & not forgettin wad ue promiised me too.? ue said ue wont. buhh nw e truth haf came to my ears. wad else cn ue say.? hw much cn ue xplaiined? smilin to mye comp. lookiin at e fotos we had. e daes we spent. its all lies. iim reali tired. B'cos at every mins, ue made me feel hopes. & nw, ii feel hopeless. mayb ii shlld say, ii haf new hopes, new lyfe. anw, jus one last tins.

PS. Thans for everything. Thans forr lettiin me to feel lovee iin e very moment. Good luck forr ue.

L爱ve ends @1:19 AM

.Wednesday, May 21, 2008 ' ♥

♥ : enrollment cfm ..

yahs. jus came backiie frm school. & finished all e enrollment stuff. afte confirmiin & talks. mummy decided to let me go study full tyme. & so ii gort uniform to wear lorr. den 2nd ob june wil b my 1st dae ob sch. & iim goiin to b a good girl. goiin to sch every mondae to friidae. yahs. & earlii in e morniin too lorr. hhaas. sch lyfe style iish backiie forr me.

afte finished everythin for sch enrollment stuff. wen backiie to amk. mummy wasnt feelin well. so ii faste go get myself sm stationary & wen backiie hme. nw mummy go rest. & ii nid to do sm hse wrk. afte dat, ii tiink iim turniin in earli.

he said he wil tagg me. buhh wen ii online. ii didnt get to c it. haiis. nvm. mayb hiish too tired & fall asllp. shall update hiimh tmr abt mye studiies..

12.02am nw..
& ii gort to know smting. ue re just a biig liar. my tears dropp. ii tot ue were niice to me. coosh we cn reali b tgt. buhh sm hw nw.. my feelins ish so weird. ue lie to me. & ue promiise ue wont. buhh ue did it. nvm. at least ii knows wad happen lerh. thanss forr everythins. dun worry. & iim strong enuff to handle tiis.

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♥ : eur pamper is so sweet.

rewiind & rewiind & rewiind to e sweet sweet yst. hhaas. even to say e tyme backiie to yew tee last niight pass so fast. hw ii wished e tyme to stopped. & let me listens to ur voice abiit longe. jus dun like e way ue disturb abt me & hiimh*. overall, ii jus wann ue to know dat ue re e one iim walkin away wit. iim goiin acc ue to everywher wen ue nid. iim goiin to b by ue & kiip ue acc.

mit up wiit emily ard 2pm+ den we took bus to HOUGANG mall. to acc herr collec her dress. den we headed to TAIWAN xiiao chii to packet mee sua & cripsy chicken to go up e buss makan. lols. den reached bugiis. we wen to buy bubble tea b4 we start our shoppiin. eee. e bubble tea sux lorr. damn er xiin. FAIL* hhaas. afte dat we headed to BHG to buy her black stockiin. lols. she's damn choosy. alrdy very cheap stil tiink here & there. buhh ii die die oso wann herr buy. coosh ii alrdy gort myself one. den smtyme she cn acc me wear. hhaas.

afte dat, wen over to e shoes department. saw a show oni came in one pair. same as m(phonsis de lorr. den its damn cheap. $14.90 onii leiis. so ii bought it. coosh ii know my slipper ish alrdy tore up. hhaas. so ii bought it. & wear it straight away. coosh lazy to hold e bag. hhaas. shun biian throw away my old pair. LOLs. den stupid emily intro me de. & she dun wann buy. siians. nvm. den she say wann go village. so ii acc her. hhaas. den out ob BHG buildin, not more den 3 step. OMG. its a very very HAO SIAO de tiins happen. her shoe spoil.!! LOL. ii laughed til very loud lorr. den she damn paii seh. LL lorr. go iin buy new de. ii alrdy told her. its fated. its fated to buy e show too. hhaas. asked me spend $$ den she dun wann spend. nort faiir. hhaas.

den afte buyiin her show, we didnt go village 1st. coosh she suddenly tot ob goiin wallet shop buy smting forr herr bf. so ii acc herr lorr. she choose damn longg. in e end oso wait til xiing off wrk den came over help her mak e last choiice. afte all. xiing ish stil a guy mahs. LOLs. damn it lorr. e watched ii bought last few wks. emily say wann. den ii bought her over to find e push cart lorr. den saw a watch de pushcart. so slowly c gt mahs. in e end gort. & shit it lorr. got 20% discount. wahs. heart paiin. & nw. dun say anythin abt e watch liao. learn a mistake. next tyme wann buy anythin, tink properly 1st. c if dat is e need to buy mahs. & double check e price. mayb ther's cheape de out ther. ii dunn wann haf e same mistake again. nv agaiin.

afte buyiin e wallet & watched. we headed to village wiit xiing while waitin for e manager to off wrk. hmm. didnt buy anything. coosh ii wann save money. goiin start sch soon. cant anyhw use too. iim a good girl. hhaas. walked & walked. den finished everythiin den wen to mrt ther wait forr e manager. wahs. frm 6.15pm & we waited til 6.45pm. damn power lorr. den in e end, emily gort to go. so left me & xiing. den xiing say go wistma wait beta. coosh xiing's hp spoil. nid go repair. den e manager know e ppl ther cn cut Q. so dats why mus go wit e manager. so nvm. took our own train dwn to wistma to wait. hhaas. den emily go back lerh. hhaas. sweet xiing. treat me STARBUCK. hhaas. hardly lorr. den he took piics ob me. quite pretty. ii like. hhaas. thanss xiing=))

hmm. den e manager reached & called. asked us go up. den go lorr. hhaas. waited awhile forr to check hp. in e end, e person say mus wait for at least 2daes. hhaas. poor xiing. hhaas. afte dat we headed backiie to yew tee. xiing wen to rent dvd forr hiish family. den bought me to eat BAK KU TEH. hhaas, so sweet ob hiimh. pamper me so much 2dae. happy like siiao. hhaas. afte makan, acc hiimh back hme to waiit forr hiimh to bathe, helped hiimh to hiish nails & den drive me hme. ii waited at e hse dwn ther. hhaas. afte he okay. we wen to tennis court ther do nails. buhh damn hot. den ii cough non stop. so wen over to carpark. helped hiimh do hiish nails. hhaas. nice nice. he said im e 1 & 1st girl who helped hiimh do. ii o happy. feelin so xiin fu. afte everythin. he drived me hme. hhaas. sweet sweet de hiimh. & silly hiimh. afte fetched me hme, he lost hiish way. LOLs. took hiimh damn longg to reached hme lorr. sorriie to let ue lost eur way hme. poor xiing xiing. =))

piics forr e day.(yet to b edited)