rewiinded. hhaas. yst wake up ard 1pm. msn wiit kerou. hhaas. mye longg lost meiimeii, missed her lotsa lorr. den arranged to mit up. coosh ii promiised herr longg tyme ago lerh. hhaas. cannot owas say say onii. hhaas. ii very steady de. LOLs. den prepared. mit her at herr hse ther. den chatted til abt 8pm+. den afte dat wen over to seng siiong to fiind emily forr diinner. hhaas. den afte dat decided to go amk hubb for moviie. hhaas.

den we watched e 10.20pm show. CHOCOLATE. hhaas. damn niice lorr. e giirl + herr muay thaii. damn envy herr. hhaas. good good. lols. buhh damn cold norr. 4get to briing my jacket. lols. afte show, wen hme. actualii was abt to pllann to tonn throughout e niites de. den suddenly buddy called. hhaas. den he came over wiit hiis fren, warren. den dey fetched us to thomson ther makan. afte makan wen hme. onliine awhile. den nort longg. actualii wante to driink abiit de. den my hp rang. my didi called. hiish in trouble. den ii haf to rushed dwn to hellped hiimh. iin e end no choice. so called buddy forr helped. den again, warren & buddy came over fetched me , bee & kerou to changii to fiind my bro. den helped & escort hiimh to cabb safety den off we go. no pllace to go. so decided to g buddy hse to sllack. den play cards & driink norr. afte dat, RZ & hiish fren wanna mit me. so ii asked buddy to let dem go up buddy's hse too. hhaas. den sllack til mornin ard 6am+ den wen hme. lols. den acc kerou to waiit forr cabb. coosh she's too tired. den sllp abt 2 or 3hrs niia. RZ & hiish fren wanna mit me. so jus right bee on leave. den ii asked herr alongg nor. den decided to go out. earli in e mornin, 11am. de two guys came over mye hse here & waited forr us to prepared. damn tired norr.

den afte dat, had our breakfast. saw ah ma & ah gong. yahs. dey reached spore liiao. hhaas. helped dem to tak their tiins up my hse den off e four ob us wen to ESCAPE theme park. hhaas. actuali e idea was goiin ICE SKATIN. buhh ii dunn wann. hhaas. so wen over to escape norr. dan niice. play e games all non-stop de. hhaas. cute fellows. hhaas. den abt 5+ starts to feel tired. so decided to go hme. hhaas. damn tired. so napp awhile norr.

wake up ard 8pm+ due to stupid RZ & fren called. kiip wann miit us. buhh ii relai cant mak it. so nv miit. hhaas. den helped mummy, ah yii, my 2 lil cousiins do nails. den nw mye hse damn funn & noiisy lorr. hhaas. happy.

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haiis. dunno hw. buhh juss confused, yet ii not tryiin to b emo or wad. jus confused. dats all. ii was told to gibb up. coosh it wont b any good outcome de. & ppl was askin why am ii wastiin my tyme on an no outcome de future nehs. haiis. ii dunno eithe. ii jus feel beiin left cold smtyme. buhh smtyme ii stil cn feel hiish lovee. ii missed hiimh badly. yet he dun reali know my feelins. coosh emily asked me to b strong. goin through a mature relationship cannot owas stiick to each othe. each othe mus haf a privacy tyme. ii understand. buhh its too much frm wad ii haf to go through. can ii pull through tiis lonely days. mye school days ish cumiin nearer & nearer. ii promiised mye family dat ii mus b strong & study hard. so nw.. ii jus wished to study hard. buhh by all means. everythin has a limit de. ii shall jus let tyme to decide mye fate. buhh if e chance is reali were to missed away by hiimh. den b it bahs. ii cant b askiin muchiie too. ii haf to REN MING lerh. if its eurs den eurs. if nort. let go wil b beta forr each other. tiis iis wadd ii learnt nw. iim a strong lil girl=)

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