ii know ii shouldnt say anythin cos iim nt very biig . biig til cn controll e world . haiis . words inside me & yet ther wasnt any1 shariin wit me .. ii was cryiin . ii mayb jealous over it . buhh its jus me .. ii hatee my own frens to b so close wiit e one ii hatee . ii jus dun like to c it . ii kip tellin myeself nort to tiink so much .. buhh c liao , my heart oso sadd lorr . haiis . ups & downs . all re lies . every1 lies . every ting ish jus lies . yesh .! LIEs & LIEs ..
iim feelin low nw . cn sm1 jus spare me a tot . ii niid lovee & care too . or iissit ii made all tiis happen de mahs ? am ii selfish ? arghh .. mayb ii shlld go diie . lols . YESH .!! ii know die wont solve anythin . buhh ii jus cant help it ..
mye lovee ones hang ards wit mye hatee ones . wahs . wad ish tis world ? buhh iim tryiin to b niice to every1 & beiin kind to every1 too . why jus no ppl know arr .?? mayb ii shlld b allone .. allone forr lyfe .. allone forr tymes .. jus wrk hard nw & stop thinkin ..
onii buddy knows wad iim thinkin . onii buddy knows wads mye feelins .. buhh he wasnt free forr me nw .. haiis ..
yahs . mayb "sm1" knows wad iim thinkin too .. buhh he iish wrkiin . & cant b ther . as he owas say he wont say more den a words abt sayiin others . haiis . cant hellp . ii jus wann a heariin earr , a cariin shoulder forr me to cry on . wil ue b ther .?
iim jus JEALOUS ..
ii know ii wil do it ..
JIAYOUus ..
any1 wanna go BOAT QUAY forr driink ? ue may coor me . hhaas . coosh iim wrkiin ther . yesh .. backiie to niitex lyfe lerh ..
L爱ve ends @4:41 PM