rewindin backiie to yst . afte interviiewiin , settliin mye course tiins , wen to mit liianx a at hougang . walked & had our diinner . relac til abt 8pm plus .. wen hme .. waited forr xiing's arrangement .. he say mayb goiin out ..
den afte he cfm . mit hiimh & frens at BQ .. had CHIVAS yst .. 4gotten e pubb name .. coosh its rite beside mye pubb de 2nd floor .. afte drinkin , wen to chinatown makan frog congee . nth much .. slack wiit xiing til mornin , & he acc me on e traiin backiie to amk , while he go forr wrk ..
inside e traiin so sweet , yet so fast .. he was sllpiin & ii was lokiin ard .. very longg siince ii last takiie traiin iin e morniin .
ii hatee mye world . everywords frm every1 doesn't last .. daddy say he wil fork out money forr me to study . & nw , mummy say scare ii waste up her $$ . if ue dun trust me den wad forr frm start asked me to go ahead .? giviin me fake hopes . hurts me deep dwn . & nw , wen ii reali niid sm1 to care forr me . who wil b ther ? no1 .. even e sm1 too .. all lost .. no care frm any1 .. iim very sadd . why ish it all lies laii de .. if ue dun trust me , den why promiise .? ii realii dunno .. ii niid to leave .. mayb forr sure .. jus a day ii nv do hse wrk , yet ue cn say til ii NEVER help ue wit hse wrk at all .. den like dat meanin e hse wrk ii do everydae its jus a dream .. frm a maid's help bahs ..
ii lost mye family loves ..
iim cryiin alone nw ..
mayb if without me , every1 lyfe wil b much happiier . even "sm1" oso say ii changed . ii lost hope to e world agaiin .. ii lost mye smiles once agaiin ..
ii wante to prove every1 wrong dat ii wil study hard . coosh ii tot ii gaiin backiie e hope frm mye family .. buhh nw , ii lost it .. ii lost everythiin .. its forever .. mayb iim nort a human bahs .
"sm1" mayb ish goiin gentiin .. ii wil b alone agaiin . no1 wil b ther anymore .. nvm .. siince ue say ii changed .. den ii haf nth to say .. ii jus niid more caree .. dun say ii nv change . & ii swear ii didnt . its jus misunderstandiin . even ue oso say tis hurtiin words .. iim deeply hurt .. why cant you just be abiit more cariing forr me?? or mayb iim fated to let mye tears drop . fated not to let ppl lovee & caree forr .. ii giibb up .. its all FAKE HOPES .. hope ue re happy wiit everythiin ..
叶子在窗外轻轻爷人行道没有行人走过镜子里的我很不像我自从你离开了我变得很软弱你的影子在每一个角落好像是在提醒着我少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞我想我可以习惯一个人生活我想我可以假装不曾爱过冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我我想我可以习惯一个人生活在记忆里面擦去你的承诺爱情怎么会是这个结果叶子在窗外轻轻爷人行道没有行人走过镜子里的我很不像我自从你离开了我变得很软弱你的影子在每一个角落好像是在提醒着我少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞我想我可以习惯一个人生活我想我可以假装不曾爱过感觉如果要走谁能说 no我想我可以习惯一个人生活在记忆里面擦去你的承诺爱情是个梦而我睡过头我想我可以习惯一个人生活在记忆里面擦去你的承诺爱情是个梦而我睡过头
when e tyme ii nid ue , & ue wasnt there forr me . ii feel so lonely ..
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