♥ : wads family lovee.? ii mis my parents..
parents went to thaii lerh. they took afternoon fly.. left me & bro &
1 stranger(HWS) at hme.. didnt wrk lerh.. coosh e person asked me 8am reached. & ii wait til very longg. du lann. so nv wrk lerh.. so took e chance to go to Bf hs to acc hiimh for breakfast b4 he go do hiish CSO.. he was surprised & touched.. hhaas. sweet**
den afte dat, bf go busy while ii go hme acc wq makan.. den afte dat ii go hme clean up my room.. den sllp. sllp til 6pm+.. tired lorr.. den bf came & packed fried chicken gibb me eat. hhaas. den sllack & watched tv.. til ii very bored.. so ii paint bf's finger nails.. all ten fingers in diff color. hohoho**
den afte dat, cook porridge without ny hlp frm bf.. & cooked baked beans wit egg, sunny eggiie & wu chan rou.. hhaas. its very hard forr me to b a chef.. coosh ii hardly cook.. lols. bebe was surprise.. coosh ii cooked her share too..
afte dat.. had a quarrel wit
HWS.. hiish far too much.. bring so many fren bk hme.. yet didnt help to do any hse wrk.. stil scold me in front ob hiish fren.. actiin like he very BIG.. ii feel so hurt.. & my depression came.. ii vent my anger by throwin plates, pour e whole pail of water to e kitchen.. & hurt myself.. im so sadd.. my tears kip flowiin.. no1 understands me lo.. nt gonna bllog nw.. gonna go sllp.. im
TIRED..
TIRED abt FAMILY ; RELATIONSHIP & MONEY TINGS..ii wanna b happy onii.
iish it so hard ?
why onii wen youu nid my helped den treat me niice ?
why afte youu achieve e tings ii did forr youu den youu treat me like shiit ?
why ii haf such a bro like youu ?
ii promiise to treat youu re DEAD frm nw onwards..
no matter wad, youu buang den diie..
ii wont SHED any tears forr youu..
ii haf no bro like youu..
youu onii know hw to act..
if nort forr mummy & auntiies's beg of mercy..
youu alrdy go iin forr share..
ii wil nv forget the ways youu treate me..
im older den youu..
yet ii ccant get the chance to scold youu..
& bcomiin youu re the one scoldin & beatin me up..
youu worse then a beast..
youu re inhuman..
youu will get your revenge soon..
PS. ii curse youu to diie asap..
ii curse youu to get all e suay summon once youu gort your bike..
ii curse youu haf no GFs nor wiifee..
ii curse your everythiin..
ii did so muchhiie forr every1..
yet ii get backiie iin return ish tears & hurts..
ii mis my parents..
siimple dishes forr Bf;bebe;wq & myself..

ish tiis youu cor Family Love.?
ish tiis the onii tings ii wil get forr treatiin ppl good.?
why iish everything so complicated..
ii jus niid lovee & care..
ii jus wanna b a happy girl..
ish it so hard.?
L爱ve ends @1:11 AM