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.Sunday, August 31, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : sorriie for neglectiin .
yappx. nth muchiie. been busy. mood-swiings & more. tiink my deariie all shlld b missin me alot bahs.
hhaas. watched DEATH RACE on frii wit Tingda,Junting & Bebe.
wahs. hhaas. damn nice nor.
shag. by th tyme th moviie finished, damn latee. wen hme & sllp =D
nth muchiie. dunno wad to blog.
coosh im waitin for th tyme to pass.
den ii cn do lil hse wrks & prepare to go forr ahma's bday dinner.
hmm. & ii bought her a necklace. a JADE necklace. hope she lkes it=DD
blog again to9.
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.Thursday, August 28, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : raiiniin cats & dogs
omg . its raiiniin agaiin . & ii dun haf th mood forr klass .
coosh am lazy to bring out umbrella .
im scare to get my shoes wet . & th water spashiin on2 me .
it feels irratatiin nor .
omg . its niice weathe forr me to sllp . buhh ii cat sllp .
coosh many tings to bothe & tiink . shag .
why am ii owas so emo .?
ii triied nort beiin emo . & it bcame moodswiing .
why iish lyfe so boriin . ii know ii cant say tiis . coosh ii told myself dat lyfe ish full ob ups & dwns .
buhh hor . ii jus cant stop tiinkiin why . omg .
hmm . ii know ii say ii wana b a good girl to study hard .
buhh 2day realii cant nahs .
raiin ish far too biig . hhaas .
ii know its excuses =D
tiings dat bothers me & made me cant stop tiinkiin :
1. xiiao heii, buddy's m0ney . ($440)
- ii kn0w ii cause every tr0uble to hiimh . ii triied wrkiin buhh .. haiiz . he ish my best buddiies . iic ant treat hiimh dat way . no matter wad . ii wil triied my best to return & nabe to cause hiimh any trouble ..2. emily's money . ($140)
- ii know ii owe her money . its nort reali dat biig amount . buhh to me n every cent ish so many . coosh iim out ob jobb once agaiin . ii oso dunno wen n ii return herr . she cant realii understand my situations . yet she kiip pressiin me forr money . it reali kills me nor . ii nor wann blame her . jus blame myself nor . who asked myself spent so much without tiinkiin . ppl say go do tiis do dat ii oso okay okay . nw so many prob . haiiz . ii know she oso no money . buhh her situation ish she no money yet she cn go do rebondiin . im nort jealous . buhh th prob ish she do smting & spent her money off , she wil cum press me for money . ii dun like it .. ii know ii haf no right to say tiis . buhh th fact ish she made me feel dat , she no money cn do many tings , afte oiin lerh , know dat she had nort enuff for her expenses , den she cum find me . if tiis carries on .. ii reali wil die .. if reali im dead , readers , helped me to tel my mummy to get frm my funeral & return her .. xiie xiie ..3. my singtel's money . ($1600)
- owe singtel allow liiaos . nw waiitiin for court letter . omg .4. jeff's money . ($300)
- yahs . ii know he helped me alot . & reali . ii niid to return hiimh . coosh he ish jus a fen to me niia . iic ant b nort returniin hiish money mahs . ii mus haf my own REN ZE ..5. mummy's money . ($400)
- ii owe her my computer installment . ii know she helped me alot . buhh .. mummy, im so sorriie . coosh ob my studiies , youu niid to wrk 12hr a day & 7days a wk . im sorriie . mayb youu re right . daddy ish right . ii reali MEI YOU YONG ..6. bebe's money . ($400)
- yahs . ii know ii hatee her . buhh stil .. ii owe her money . she oso human . she helped me wen ii in helped . ii oso cant b a bastard mahs . ppl helped me without sayiin much .. den dun wann return . at least she's beta . coosh she understand my situations . even she nort enuff . she stil nv press or asked me to return her everyday ..7. OC's money . ($150)
- ii know she's my ex boss . buhh stil , ii haf to return herr helped . jus like bebe . sorriiie for everythin .8. my fav tiings . (neba reali go count)
- yappx . ii know im poor . ii cant kiip tiinkiin ob tings ii wann . buhh . im oso a girl mah . ii oso haf tiings dat ii wann too mahs . hw cn ii resist ? ii triied nor shoppiin like th past . ii reali did . buhh stil , my bday ish cumiin . ii haf many tings wan too mahs .. haiiz . ii hatee myself so much . so useless . stil cn tel ppl im cumiin 20yrs . buhh stil . im jus a nth . wtf*PS . all ish omos $3430 . wher am ii goiin to clear all tiis .??
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.Wednesday, August 27, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : ^.^.!!!
was raiiniin cats & dogs .
teacher told us dat its WEET WEET days . omg .
shagg . 2day ii go to skool on tme .
yahs . & im a good girl nor .
hhaas . nth muchiie . jus wanna say ish . earlii know no ppl attended klass .
ii tin ii oso don wann go lorr .
f**k . 2o students in my klass . imagine . onii 9 includiin me .. attended 2days' lesson .
hhaas . pethatiic right . omg .
my stomach hurts . & ii haf made my words clear to hiimh . (GJYJ)
ii told hiimh ii wanna study hard for my c0urse . & he ish happy . coosh im backiie to n0rmal .
buhh den , ii told hiimh . if he reali lovee me . den wait til ii graduate den say bahs .
coosh ii dunn wann daddy scold me forr nort doiin my studiies good enuff jus coosh ob hiimh .
ii duno wad ii tiinkiin . buhh seriiously . ii made up tiis choiice .
coosh ii jus wished to b faiir . ii dun wann hiimh kanna scold by my parents forr nth .
any1 understand me ?
yahs . im damn damn moody & emo .
coosh 1 look cn c lerh . my niick , my blogskiins . ish kinda . OMG =)
well . dun worry . im g0ne f0r nw & f0rever .
th old iris ish g0ne f0rever .
& btw , iim feelin more RELIEVED . coosh ii made myself clear frm TRZ .
yahs . we re totally finished . & ii dun wiished to cling on th past .
wad over ish over . ii jus wann a peaceful lyfe . nth else .
even if he tinks dat ii hurt hiimh .
den b it . coosh iim livin for myself . n0rt hiimh .
ii kn0w wh0 treats me true & who's n0rt . okays .
haiiz . lyfe ish like dat . full ob up & dwns . haiis .
if tings were th past , & A cheriish me well .
mayb tings wasnt tiis way lerh . mayb ii oso wont kn0w so many guys .
mayb my preciious alrdy afew mths old .
dats alot ob mayb . yet ii cant finished everythin .
everythin starts wit lil rumors . buhh wen y0uu wane a real truthful lyfe .
my suggestiions ish dat , dearest frens ,
liv f0r urself . dun let othe ppl's sayiin influence youu . like A haf regretted .
& nw , ii dunno anythin . studiies ish all ii wann .
othe den dat .. jus let tyme prove everythiin . alrights =)
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♥ :
another day . & here am ii to blog .
yahs . damn freakin emo again .
ii know ther might b a thousand ob ppl who dislike me .
buhh ii jus wanna say ish dat , ii wont pull dwn by dem .
coosh ii live forr myself & nort for dem .
ii jus wanna concentrate on my studiies nw .
coosh exam ish drawiin . ii might b emo everyday .
buhh ii am who ii am .
im goiin to f0rget th past & start everythin anew . tiis ii swear ii wil do it .
coosh im tired ob everythin .
reali .
wad ppl wann to say we oso cant say muchiie .
even if ppl say im LOOSE ..
so wad ? youu tink ii care ? ii dun gib a damn . coosh ii know im nort .
onii those BASTARD guys who wanna kip their faces wen dump their old lovee .
so th ladiies reputations wil ZHI RAN ER RAN b spoilt ..
hhaas . happy jiu hao .
xii guan jiu hao lerh .
im nort admittin . coosh ii know ii didnt do those tings .
so wad if ii pregnant b4 .?
does it prove those tings .?
no right .? coosh its nort my fault .
its those BASTARD's fault .
blame dem forr everythin . coosh if they dun NEED IT ..
ladiies wil nort b hurt . am ii right .
so if nw youu tel me youu lovee me truely & hw deep .
den ii wil jus tel youu .
yaya . we shall let tyme prove everythin .
coosh ii dun TRUST LOVE again .
alright . wad eva it ish .. studiies come 1st . dats all .
& im goiin to look forward , forgettin th past & never look backiie liaos .
wad over is over lerh ..
gonna go sllp . tmr gort skool .
btw , jus came backiie frm bugiis .
go find Tingda & Junting .
nth muchiie .
coosh im emo-in .
no place to go . nth forr me to do ..
shagg .
good9**
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.Monday, August 25, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : miserable lyfe ..
lin ish right .. wen haven stead . treat youu like gold . wen tgt .. treat youu like grass .
every r/s ish th same . isnt it ?
omg . here am ii again . emo-in..
didnt go 2 skool siince last thurs lerh . omg ..
tmr exam . im damn stress .
buhh frm nw onwards .
ii reali wil jus concentrate abt my study ..
othe den dat ..
jus c wad heaven decide bahs =D
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♥ : *& stab me hard with a knife pls ;
im feelin feelin so emo nw . ii wished to cry out loud . buhh ii jus cant make myself to do it . due to star ish ard*
it wil b veyr very embrassed . ii swear .
jus gort backiie hme frm moviie wit ALJT .. yappx .
we went to watch 4BIA . wahs . damn scary . kiip force meto lok at th screen wen th ghost goiin appear . lols .
wen to bugiis street . wnate to get myself a dress , in th end no mood . so jus gort myself a slipper . coosh mince ish all torn out . shagg ..
bday ish nearer . yet ii dun seem to b happy .
dunno why .. ii dunno wads lovee all abt .
out ob a sudden . ii feel like mummy sayiin . GJYJ ish so useless . a big gu . yet nort wrkiin . wil he able to yang me mahs ?
im doubtiin . my lovee forr hiimh faded day by day . ii dunno why eithe .
haiiz . shagg . lovee seems so hatred . iim wonderiin why ..
mayb im reali jus an useless one .. slapp me for awakeness . pls .
im tired . ii feel like sayiin goodbye to every1 ..
reali .. if onii ii die , everytin wil changed & solve .. correct .?
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.Friday, August 22, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : th-Ladiies niites .
yahs . yst mit up wit my ladiies .
was my LADIES niite . finally .
im so happy & excited .
wen to DBLO & pub .
drink & drank & drunk .(nabe drunk.!)
shagg . at last gort th chance to shake .
nth muchiie . fotos shall do th talks .
coosh im doiin hse wrk & goiin to mit my HUIHUI .
hhaas =DD
& ii haf been reciving RED ROSE frm diff ppl .
buhh th fact ish . ii truly lovee RED ROSE ..
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.Thursday, August 21, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : im a good girl=))
HELLO .!!
jus came backiie frm town wit my cute lil sweety , HUILIN .!!
hhaas . wen forr studiies wit herr , my 1st tyme . oophs . VIRGIN leiis .
yahs . & there , spent 20$ jus forr my beakfast cum lunch cum dinner . damn ex .
tks huh .
ate th dunno ad chicken wrap(wahs lan . inside all vegetable & qiing jiiao lorr) , my fav OREO CHEESECAKEE & a cup ob hot milo .
lols . & there my preciious money flew away .
hmm . den ii was th one very guaii & concentrate .
while , my sweety dunno doiin wad .
kiip drawiin my books : =) =(
lols . buhh she ish kind enuff to erase everythin forr me .
hhaas . den study & sllack til 8pm , finally , she bear to go FEP wit me .
my butt at least JET abiit . buhh sit til damn flat . lols .
den nvm . damn damn freakiin cold too . ii tot ii was at th SOUTH POLE .
hhaas . alrights .
den afte dat she acc me to FEP , wen to search forr my new slippers which ii longg wante to buy as my shos all TORE . ke liianx horr . humptx .
hmm . finally bought my dunno wad BABARAIN shoe . lols . paii seii dunno hw to spell .
hmm . den walked ard lorr . afte dat we headed backiie hme . coosh its alrdy 9pm+ .
hmm . & nw ii jux bathe finished . & ish waitin for my grace baba to cor me .
coosh we re goiin SHAKIN to9 .!!!
hhaas . finally , afte so many mths , ii cn go clubb lerh . lols .
as for emily , she stil nt cfm . coosh her bro lorr .
spoil mood . anw , honey allows me to go . coosh its ladiies niite wors . muackxx . lovee hiimh .
& ii told LIN dat ii wanna b like XIAXUE . blogger queen . lols .
she laughed at me . omg . like her so dariin to scold any1 .
so SHUAN lorr . hhaas . like tis oso cn go b a superstar . so easy .
ob coosh ii wann nahs . hhaas .!!!
am ii FIT to b one too ?
PS . btw , sti gort 18more days afte 12mid9 to9 to go .!!!





SEE .!! DAT'S TH PROOF . I DID GO STUDY HORR .!!
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.Wednesday, August 20, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : up-to-date
lols . jenny told me she wanna abort her bb . buhh afte sm tinkin & tings ii told herr . she stop th thinkin . coosh its reali very cruel . omg . bb oso gort lyfe . if y0uu ppl dun wann th bb in y0uu , den j0lly well WEAR A CONDOM or DON'T HAVE SEX nahs . am ii right ?
jus nw saw th news . wahs . nw government so good arr . gib so many benefits to pregnant womans & bb bonus . lols . ii told honey abt it . & he say he alrdy know , he wanna ask me to haf bb wit hiimh too . coosh he say no niid scare lerh . gort government's support , so no prob . omg . den ii jus replied : C hw lorr -.-"
Benefits for FIRST TIME MUMMY :
1. 1st kids = 6k
2. 2nd kids = 6k
3. 3rd & 4th kids = 2k
4. 5 kids & up = 1million 8k(siiao lorr. who wil wann more than 5kids?)
5. maternity leave frm 3mths onii change to 4mths
6. if kanna sacked within 3 to 6 mths duriin pregnacy periiod , company wil have to pay y0uu ..
PS. omg . so many benefits , who dun wann bb ? forr me ? ii c hw lahs . coosh wann a kid is easy . buhh hor . wen youu no money buy smtings forr ur kids , youu know th feelins ?
EG. ur bb wants to eat MAC . den youu tel ur kids , Mummy no money, sorry .. lols . y0uu g0rt it ? th feelin ish damn damn bad norr . so if ii wanna marry & get bb , ii wil stable myself wit a jobb =D
hmm . & nw , jus bathe out n0rt long . gonna go study abiit liiaos . coosh 2day nabe go skool . shagg .
study tyme .!!!
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hmm . jus nw damn EMO . cryiin f0r alm0st 3hrs . alone at hme . omg . called up honey & find trouble wit hiimh . lucky he ish very understandiin . he knew my YOU YU ZHEN came agaiin . & he handle me well . pls me . consult ma . ii l0vee hiimh man .!!! tkx h0ney .!!!
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♥ : omg . nabe go skool agaiin .
im nort lazy . jus dat ii haf sm reasons forr nort attendiin to klass . haiiz .
shagg . jus kiip my rme finished niia .
honey ish off to collect th mp4 @ Bradell .
raiiniin cats & dogs now .
no pllace to go .
cant mit honey onii frii den cn mit hiimh .
coosh ob assignments & self studyiin .
omg . im sucha GOOD GIRL wors .
stupiid blogger .
log in niia g0rt dunno wad certificates error .
any1 encountiin dat ?
msn cant log in too . dunno why .
siians . saw emily's blog .
stole my frenste . lols .
niice right . hhaas .
hmm . siians nor . goiin self study soon .
abiit tired . coosh im so emo & stress .
dunno why . jus know when ii foniie honey , ii cried .
FOR NTH lorr .
hmm . im jus an emo feak nahs .!!!
dots . dwn loadiin more new song nw . hhaas .
c y0uu soon .
PS. 20days more =))
+ sm hw . sm tyme . ii realii gort one last wished . ii wanna b like last tyme . ii wann do more events . ii wanna earn more . ii wann my MODEL - TO BE de dream backiie . ii mis my days takiin events , knowiin more & new ladiies . ii wil wrk hard & b a pretty model .!!! hhaas . & th most impt de ish ii wanna join racequeen =DD +
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.Tuesday, August 19, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : backiie frm skool . tired .
backiie frm skool . im so so tired . tks to A .!!!! wahs . its been a long tyme lerh siince we lasted contact . so catched up abiit norr . omg . lols . anw , bcoosh he say he cant sllp , & ii acc hiimh msged lorr . ii very kind horr .?? dots*
& helped out honey to mak hiish frenste . finally nicely done . so happy lorr . coosh nt so blank liaos . whahas*
anw , nth muchiie to blog .
buhh jus gort 1 questiions .
why guys owas wil lok forr th old lovee again wn they alrdy broke up wit th current girl whom breaks youu up at first .?? why .?
interestin . yappx . frii my assignment hand up day . yet to do anythin . anw , mon is my internal exam . im SELF STUDYIN .!!!!
anw , im backiie hme . wen to A hse . jus to let hiimh helped me mak my DS tings . shit th sales ppl . dunno instal wad . coos no ppl can fix it . ii tink ii goin backiie to complain lerh . humptx . den afte dat he acc me to mrt to mit up wit xiiao jason . damn wu liaos nor . kiip wait forr xiiao jason to chat wit hiish fren . walk til wher oso gt ppl talk to hiimh . til ii buey tahan , ii decided to go hme . den on th way , honey rang me . he said he cumiin dwn my hse . so ii faste go hme nor .
guess wad . hhaas . honey bought me a bonquet of RED ROSE .!! my fav nor . coosh he say he saw my frenste's shoutout sayiin : if youu lovee me den give me my rose .! lols . what ii meant ish th rose inside my frenste profile de . den honey so cute . he say in reality he gave me a real one . he took hold it in th bus alone . all th way frm hiish hse til my hse . jus to surprise me . coosh he knew dat im stress over many tings . hiish surprise bought me to smile =D
im very very GAN DONG lorr . honey ish owas so sweet de wors . lovees*
& he told me tat he bought th roses & gort sm reasons in it . & ii shall list out wad he say :
1. 3 red rose = he love me & he knew dat ii lovee red rose alot .
2. he hold th rose in front ob may ppl in th bus , duriin th peak hr . coosh he say he dun care wad othe ppl tink . he jus wanna surprise me & bring my smiles backiie frm my stress .
3. he proposed hiish lovee for me & hoped dat he'll b th one givin me all th happiness & everythin .
4. he wante to let th whole world to know tat he dotee hiis Laopo(me) alot .
5. he wanna let all th girls to b ENVY wit me .!!
hhaas . honey , tks . ii lovee y0uu too . y0uu th onii one who wil owas gibb me all tiis lil surprise no matter wad happens . im feelin very xin fu nw . & ii swear ii wil b good & cheriish youu well . lovees*
btw , & ii haf one more news. lols . nth speciial nahs . jus wanna tel my frens . actualii ii gradute my Diploma in hotel & casino management next yr jan right ? im goiin to contiune to study forr one more Diploma in F&B operations . hhaas . nort goiin to gibb up study . so by th tyme ii finished , its next yr end lerh . ii wanna b a good skool girl .! hhaas . & its cfm lerh . coosh enrolled lerh . happy siia . out ob a sudden ii lovee studyiin so muchiie . buhh nt all th teacher ii like .!=DD
PS.21 more days to my special big days..
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.Monday, August 18, 2008 ' ♥
♥ : photos forr th days =DD
below re all th fotos ii took recently . hhaas =DD
- edited fotos -- unedited fotos -
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