♥ : ii miissed .. badly .. out ob a sudden ..
out ob a sudden . ii miiss my lil preciious . ii haf lost it . today , th day . jus right .. 11th . its my 6mths it left me .. if nort , by den .. ii tink . smhw , mayb many tings wil b diff . jus read th girl , caiwei's blog . her blogg is so touchiin . ii cn feel herr feelins ob miissiin th one she lovees deep dwn . ii miiss my lil preciious too . out ob a sudden , ii feel like cryiin . im all alone . honey iish out forr wrk . im bloggiin here . my moods simply changed jus within a few mins niia . ii regret . regretted ob nort takiin care ob myself . regret everythin . if ii didnt hear th doc's words , ii made th promiise to wait for its arrival , mayb .. dats reali a miracle .. wil ther b any .??
ii feel so sad & hurt .. ii lost my two preciious . 1 ish nort wad ii wann . th othe , bcoosh ob my unhealthy health .. im so f**kiin fed up wit myself nw . ii hatee myself . dunno why so emo too . issit th song im heariin in my blogg ? its real true .. ii jus cant say Bye to it . ii jus cnt let go . it stil stands a lil positions in my heart . many might tiink ii did it purposely . coosh dey dun understand me .. my feeliins ish damn damn emo nw .. ii cn feel happy one moment & nw , tiis moment , ii feel so so emo ..
preciious .. mummy miiss youu alot . ii onii haf th very very last foto ob youu . buhh at least ur last foto , in it , youu re smiliin . re youu leaviin mummy happily ? im wonderiin . ii jus miiss youu . hw ii wished to hugg youu , dotee youu , carry youu , guide youu , teached youu .. anythiin abt youu . ii wil b grateful to do anythiin . ii swear ..
haiiz . saw my Gfs' children all grown up . my lil Gans' er zii & nuer .. ii feel so heart paiin .. ii feelin damn weak . damn no mood . cn ii cum & acc youu ? if onii ii haf a wished , ii wished .. tyme would turn backiie . & ii promiise to tak cre ob my health wit youu ard . im willin to do anythiin . ii miiss youu alot . im nort scare ob any paiin . buhh th paiin dat youu wasnt ther forr me ..
mummy lovees youu ..
preciious , youu wil owas b ther forr me to lovee you , & dats a space forr youu . huggs*
& nw .. im jus EMO-iin . leave me alone ? or console me . ii niid a shoulder badly . too bad . honey ish out forr wrk .. ii miiss & ii criied nw ..This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wishI could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye byeBye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye byeBye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
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