omg . its raiiniin agaiin . & ii dun haf th mood forr klass .
coosh am lazy to bring out umbrella .
im scare to get my shoes wet . & th water spashiin on2 me .
it feels irratatiin nor .
omg . its niice weathe forr me to sllp . buhh ii cat sllp .
coosh many tings to bothe & tiink . shag .
why am ii owas so emo .?
ii triied nort beiin emo . & it bcame moodswiing .
why iish lyfe so boriin . ii know ii cant say tiis . coosh ii told myself dat lyfe ish full ob ups & dwns .
buhh hor . ii jus cant stop tiinkiin why . omg .
hmm . ii know ii say ii wana b a good girl to study hard .
buhh 2day realii cant nahs .
raiin ish far too biig . hhaas .
ii know its excuses =D
tiings dat bothers me & made me cant stop tiinkiin :
1. xiiao heii, buddy's m0ney . ($440)
- ii kn0w ii cause every tr0uble to hiimh . ii triied wrkiin buhh .. haiiz . he ish my best buddiies . iic ant treat hiimh dat way . no matter wad . ii wil triied my best to return & nabe to cause hiimh any trouble ..2. emily's money . ($140)
- ii know ii owe her money . its nort reali dat biig amount . buhh to me n every cent ish so many . coosh iim out ob jobb once agaiin . ii oso dunno wen n ii return herr . she cant realii understand my situations . yet she kiip pressiin me forr money . it reali kills me nor . ii nor wann blame her . jus blame myself nor . who asked myself spent so much without tiinkiin . ppl say go do tiis do dat ii oso okay okay . nw so many prob . haiiz . ii know she oso no money . buhh her situation ish she no money yet she cn go do rebondiin . im nort jealous . buhh th prob ish she do smting & spent her money off , she wil cum press me for money . ii dun like it .. ii know ii haf no right to say tiis . buhh th fact ish she made me feel dat , she no money cn do many tings , afte oiin lerh , know dat she had nort enuff for her expenses , den she cum find me . if tiis carries on .. ii reali wil die .. if reali im dead , readers , helped me to tel my mummy to get frm my funeral & return her .. xiie xiie ..3. my singtel's money . ($1600)
- owe singtel allow liiaos . nw waiitiin for court letter . omg .4. jeff's money . ($300)
- yahs . ii know he helped me alot . & reali . ii niid to return hiimh . coosh he ish jus a fen to me niia . iic ant b nort returniin hiish money mahs . ii mus haf my own REN ZE ..5. mummy's money . ($400)
- ii owe her my computer installment . ii know she helped me alot . buhh .. mummy, im so sorriie . coosh ob my studiies , youu niid to wrk 12hr a day & 7days a wk . im sorriie . mayb youu re right . daddy ish right . ii reali MEI YOU YONG ..6. bebe's money . ($400)
- yahs . ii know ii hatee her . buhh stil .. ii owe her money . she oso human . she helped me wen ii in helped . ii oso cant b a bastard mahs . ppl helped me without sayiin much .. den dun wann return . at least she's beta . coosh she understand my situations . even she nort enuff . she stil nv press or asked me to return her everyday ..7. OC's money . ($150)
- ii know she's my ex boss . buhh stil , ii haf to return herr helped . jus like bebe . sorriiie for everythin .8. my fav tiings . (neba reali go count)
- yappx . ii know im poor . ii cant kiip tiinkiin ob tings ii wann . buhh . im oso a girl mah . ii oso haf tiings dat ii wann too mahs . hw cn ii resist ? ii triied nor shoppiin like th past . ii reali did . buhh stil , my bday ish cumiin . ii haf many tings wan too mahs .. haiiz . ii hatee myself so much . so useless . stil cn tel ppl im cumiin 20yrs . buhh stil . im jus a nth . wtf*PS . all ish omos $3430 . wher am ii goiin to clear all tiis .??
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