yappx . backiie agaiin . hmm . sorriie . yst nabe bllog . cooh am too tired lerh . afte visit hiimh . 12.3opm reached hiish hse . waiit forr hiish mummy to b ready . den siince Tingda stil haven go out . he eat , den chatt wiit hiimh . so nervous upon seeiin hiimh . wonderiin cn get iin anot norr . shagg . ard 1pm . finally . hiish mummy iish okay lerh . den slowly walked to MRT den to YewTee . shagg . reached YewTee ii tot she was goiin to tak cabb . as its alrdy 1.35pm . we mus reached at 2pm . scare latee . den tks to hiis PO . saiid walk very fast de . coosh very near . damn it lorr . ii wil nv 4get the longg distance & the biig merry go round we walked . while walkiin , hiish mummy kiip complaiiniin dat he siiao diing dong . do all tiis bo liiaos tiings . haiis . liisten lerh ob coosh answer herr back nor . no choiice . hiieh owas asked me to talked niicely wiit hiish mummy . hmm . so fiinally . asked so many ppl . & finally , afte 15miins walked . the deep , long way .. & we reached . den go regiister all dat .. den mus waiit agaiin . stupiid .!
fiinally , abt 2.30pm . fiinally cn go iin lerh . so so so anxiious lorr . haf nort been seeiin hiimh for abt 1wk . den fiinally go iin2 the room . table by table . wen to fiind hiimh . YESSH .!!!! fiinally c hiimh lerh . hiieh kept smilin . hiieh chatted wiit hiish mummy 1st .forr nort more den 5miins . hiish mummy passed to me . & everytym left ish miine . hhaas . siilly hiimh . so happy upon seeiin hiimh . chatted . & hiieh stil , the same . jus abiit tann . dunno why . den chatted & hiieh stil the same . asked me dun wrk . asked me forr hiimh come out can lerh . den backiie to our seriious topiic . ii told hiimh everythiin lerh . buhh addiin wit a NOT CFM yet . so hiieh repliied wiit the answer im waitin forr . wil b responsible forr everythiin . & fiinally . he said . okays , we *ahem ahem* bahs . im so happy . & ii asked hiimh agaiin . askiin hiimh cfm anot . & hiieh say YAHS . hhaas . so happy norr .
hmm . nw everythiin so called settle liiaos . im so happy . yahs . 2more days to go to 22th . hmm . nth much . wont realii feel sad . coosh currently im countiin dwn on hiish release date . next mth 20+ . ii shall asked hiimh a cfm date duriin the next visit . hhaas . tmr goiin hiish hse to helped hiimh to packed hiish tiings . & hiish mummy asked meto . coosh she saiid she dunno hw to pack . yahs . so mus go dwn hellped abiit . anythiin , ii wil try to calm dn & talked wiit hiish mummy . coosh its tyme to let the past to go . cant blame her too . aiiyahs . nw everythiin iish haf to waiit forr hiimh release & say & do . anythiin else forr me to worry ? mayb nort bahs .
she told me smtiing . she said herr feelings .. saiid dat my "ahem" will nort mak it. ii know she dun meant anythiin . buhh she nv understand hw it hurts me . so ii decided nort to persue tiis prob . yet ii cant 4get hw she tell me . buhh nvm . ii beliive hiimh . ii know who cn giib me the happiness . who cant . okays . as ii saiid . all tiis re arranged by god . its all a fated giift frm god too . cheriish it b4 youu regret . tiis iish wad ii know nw niia .
smtymes ish beta to b alone den haviin frens . coosh every1 grows up day by day . & every1 ish changiin day by day . youu wil nort know wad wil happen tmr . anw , iim reali wonderiin . wads BFF stands for . its nort a regret versiions in lyfe . buhh a questiion forr youu to answer to urself everyday . haviin true frens , who cares , loves , shares & dotes on youu iish so xiin fu . ii was once statiisfiied wiit dat .. buhh nw , tiings re diff . nort sayiin im jealous or wad . ii jus fiind dat , iim so so so stupiid & silly iin sayiin BFF owas come iin front ob BF . buhh im totally wrongg . ii made a wrong choiice . coosh seeiin dem owas wiit theiir loved ones onii . its beta den hafiin a BFF too . mab to dem , BFF wasnt dat impt like wad ii tiink too . hmm . iif ii can turn tyme away , ii wil make a U TURN . & says my BF ish impt den anythiin else . wil ii b able to overcome tiis ? ii dunno . ii tiink , iim too scare to mak frens anymore . coosh the old frens wil owas b 4gotten as dey haf & iish njoyini wiit their new frens nw ..anw , yst iish 19th . ish LIANX A bday . HAPPY 20TH BDAY . nw youu re same as me . we re iin our twentiies . diff tiings happens . overcome all & stay as happy as b4 . all the best iin wadeva youu do too . stay pretty .=D
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