♥ : at last im relieved jus ABIT nor .
at last . ii cn ease myself abiit lerh . coosh while waitin for Tingda's sms makes me tinks too much . so ii tried to called up hiish hse & asked hiish mummy . yahs . hiish mummy told me no calls frm there , buhh ther's a letter abt it . she asked me to asked Tingda better . alright . so tryiin hard to get stupiid Tingda th whole day . finally , hiieh read th letter & told me dat , hiish inside DB alrdy . so shall jus onib waiitiin for hiish release date . buhh th letter nv say wen he wil b release . haiis . nvm bahs . at least ii know th stupid MPs ish nort wastiin hiish tymes by pendiin th case . at least hiish inside DB ..
im QUITE relieved . buhh stil im stil waiitiin paiitiiently . my headaches stil haven goes off . damn paiin nor . hmm . im realii siick . nort dat siick . buhh ii know wil b very worse if ii dun rest well . & iic ant b afford to b siick now . ii niid to build up my health . for *smting* . & ob coosh my upcomiin exams nahs . siick lerh hw to go sit forr exams ? dots -,-"
im gonna b strong . stays strong .!
waiitiin forr youu =D
PS. iim reali wonderin . wil youu reply to me mahs ?
pls dun cos me to depression again hao mahs ?
ii trust to lovee youu .
so dun hurt me again .
wil youu ?
my heart is bleedin again .
im scare .
im scare dat youu wil ignore it .
& leave me alone .
wil youu do dat to me again ?
re ur promises true tiis tyme ?
ii cant get to sllp.
ii miissed hiimh badly.
if only he will b by my side nw.
in2 hiis hugg. cuddling me to sllp.
ii ob coos wil nort feel so depress n cryiin whole tymes.
ii dunno why.
cant understand hw.
all ii haf to learnt nw ish b strong.
ENDURE . can ii mak it?
L爱ve ends @8:18 PM