♥ : cant realii get to sllp . & am here to blogg ..
nabe go skool . hhaas . naughty huh .?
buhh no choiice . promiised to go tmr . & nabe skiip skool anymore .
alrights .? was wit JT siince m0rniin .
den afte dat bcoosh ob smtings , ii walked off , & criied .
saw my LIN & YING at bugiis .
so qiiao . tot they wanna go town . buhh ended at BUGIS .
hhaas . so tagg along wit dem . haf our same old craps non-stop .
hhaas . nth muchiie . jus chatted & update wit latest news abt each othe . hhaas .
my two beloved pretty meiis=)
nort forgettiin tellin YING a stupiid lame joke .
yahs . its nth . buhh stil ..
ii feel dat its damn damn okay niia .
buhh stil , she can kiip laughiin non-stop . OMG .!!!
ii saiid to her wen we were inside a shop sellin SLIVER tings .
den siince dats nth forr me & lin to c , we wante to go off .
& ii told yiing tis :
" stopiin playiin wit others' cock , go liaos lahs .!"
den she kiip laugh non-stop .
coosh to herr mayb she converted to bcome guys de dat tings .
hhaas . bhh seriiously . no lahs . coosh th shop used th wince cock to put at th rack .
mayb stop ppl frm stealiin . so yiing tinks ish cute & played wit it . -.-"
afte dat , sllacked at th cafe at BUGIS STREET . treate lin a cup ob 7-up .
hhaas . ii very good horr ?
hhaas . sllacked & talk cock .
dots . yiing played wiit my DS til very jii dong nor .
funny girl .
afte dat walked awhile more & dey wen backiie to WDLS .
as forr me , ii wen to fiind JT .
hmm . morniin goiin skool again . shag . gonna go sllp . buhh stil cant reali fall asllp leiis .
even if im very very
TIRED =(
smtymes ii feel dat , smtiings & feeliins dunno why cant b said through mouth .
& it seems so complicated . ii tot ii wil b wit
GJYJ forever .
& made my fiinal choiice . buhh nw ....
tiings re diff . ii regretted . coosh he made me tiinks dat we werent th one forr ach othe .
coosh he jus over-controlled me . & very sensetive .
whiich ii hatee th most .
ESPECIALLY read my bllogg wen ii dun like .
arghh . why lovee seems so hurtful & fan naos de .?
can sm1 pls
EXPALIN to me .
ii reali reali rathe stay siingle & do wad eva ii like .
ii jus hatee th feelins . coosh it made me feel so
EMO & mood-swiing nor .
hatee it . hatee it . hatee it .
haiiz . liianx a asked me to type my feelins to her by email .
yet ii stil dunno wad to write .
ii know smtymes ii make decisions too fast den regret sure
KPKB .
buhh . plls lorr . oso nort ii wann de mahs .
ii
REALI tot he changed forr th better lerh mahs .
iin a r/s . yesh , there might b
UP & DWNs ..
buhh ii jus cant tak it nahs . dunno hw to descriibe .
if im
CONTROLLED . ii wil sure fiind ways to run away de .
ppl who known me well enuff . sure wil know de .
ii wann & lovees FREEDOM .
if he realii lovees me , he wil understand & wont repeat th wrong doiins .
buhh nw .. dont youu tiink its too latee lerh mahs ?
even if youu say he haf
CHANGED ..
sorriie , over means over . my feeliins forr hiimh starts to
FADE .
& ii bliieve everythiin wil nort b mend agaiin .
coosh can youu imagiine ,
he can kiip coor me .. den ii nv answer ,
he wil go fan my bro .
even my bro tiinks he very fan nw .
made me scolded by parents & bros forr disturbiin dem .
ii dun like tiis way he bhaviin .
its very very fan .
who likes tiis type ob feelins leiis ?
yahs . he treats me like a
priincess .
very dotee me .
yet he tiinks too much ..
quarrels too muchiie .
tiings re changed .
& ii dun tiink dats a chance to mend it .
coosh iim very tiired ob waiitiin forr hiimh to prove me wrong .
my heart nw , ish reali very numb lerh .
th
LOVEE we once haf , wil owas b ther .
& nort forgettiin th quarrels we had .
coosh it hurts too much ..
ii jus like my current lyfe .
ii hope ii wasnt wrong .
& made a riight choiice .
ii jus lovee my FREEDOM .
ii wanna pass my exams .
ii wanna earn more money .
ii wanna go forr holidays .
ii wanna b a BETTER person den th past .
everythiins ish goiin to b changed & nort goiin to b like th past .
& ii wil prove all tiis ii haf saiid ish TRUE .& nw . im EMO-iin agaiin .
iis wear ii did lovee hiimh alot ONCE .
as forr nw ?
ii dunno eithe .
coosh ob smtiings ii cant accept .
my feelins ish very ruan .
mayb he wil fiind a better girl afte hiish NS .
& ii dun tiink ii suiits hiimh .
sorriie . coosh iim stil decidiin hard .L E A V E . M E . A L O N E ... ...7 more days to go .ii dunno hw to celebrates my bday .wil ii haf surprise ?wil ii b happy ?ii dunno .iim waiitiin .waiitiin forr lil surpriise bahs .PS. can sm1 plls lead me th way out ?out ob tiis emo-in lyfe .im very scare , tiired , lonely & hurt ..
L爱ve ends @12:57 AM