♥ : damn longg nabe update . kiinda lazy . & busy ..
yahs . backiie frm bugiis lerh . hmm .
very happy . quite
STATISFIED bahs .
coosh ii haf received several presents lerh .
hmm . nort bad .
& ii gort a
NECKLACE frm
taka jewerlly , whiich bought by my beloved , mummy .
lovees you . tks .
& ii oso gort a new
NOKIA 312o(white) & 2 T-shirts frm Junting .
lovess* .
tmr , mummy treats for rebondiin .
coosh ii took off my extenstions once agaiin .
looks untidy . so decided to rebond .
mayb a new haiircut =)
whahas . im very very happy forr everythiin .
been siick . buhh nabe go c doc .
& finally . ii made a clear talk wit
GJYJ .
& we re nw best frens . hiish stil waitiin for me .
we shall decide our r/s once my studiies over .
& iin th mean tyme cn go tiink ob wad we wann .
& changed our attitude . if we re meant to b tgt .
fate wil briig us backiie afte my studiies .
finally ii haf overcome to say out everythiin .
it took me very longg . its better to mak a clear talked .
cooh many mis-communiicatiin withiin us.
at least we re nort regret . & hopes everythiin changed & b diff afte our long changed .
& changes to th better attitude forr tiis r/s .
at least ii feel release abiit nw .
buhh stil , im gonna concentrate on my upcomiin exams .
its very impt to me .
ii promiise to do well & studii hard .
jiiayouss .!!!
yahs . 1day more , my 2oth bday cumiin lerh .
im happy . im wonderiin do ii stil receviied th same surpriise frm frens ?
ii dunno . yahs . btw , mit crystal jus nw . coosh jus riight im at bugiis too .
so miit up & chatted . talked alot . hhaas . 1st tyme mit herr alone .
niice chattiin & shoppiin . & ii njoyed* =))
smtymes ii miiss th past . buhh it semms to b diff nw lerh .
crystal ish riiight . every1 ish busy wit their own r/s . nort reali cares abt th frenshiip we used to haf .
its true nahs . buhh why ppl owas changes wen they starte their new r/s .
ish BFF impt or BF ?to me .. ii realii wil choose my
BFF .
wad abt dem ?
do they miiss me ?
do they care about me ?
do they lovee me ?
ii dunno . nobody knows . buhh heaven knows .
ii haf changed . nort so jokiin type lerh .
ii turned to b more n more emo .
why ?
what makes me changed so much ?
seriiously , ii dunno .
coosh ii am very very scared to hurt by
DEM .. realii .
it hurts ...
its huirts , wen th one youu lovee treat youu as
SPARE TYRE . isnt it hurts .?
it miight takes a few miinutes to b frens & lovees & to hurts ,
buhh it miight takes a yr or more to heal ..
do youu agree wit me ?
ii may b seriious at tymes .
buhh overall .
ii stil niid some1 who reali reali cares abt me to stand by me .
listeniin to my lil complaiins .
who wil b ther ?
to me , my frens , all haf their own new frens . & ii guess they haf totally 4gets abt me .
im so sad . & tiis ish th reasons tat ish hurtiin me ..
makiin me emo-iin .
ii dunn wanna say out . buhh its been a longg tyme siince ii haf tiis feelins .
& ii dun tiink ii can hold it anymore ..
ii realii criied out .
im sucha
FAILURE ..
& nw , im wiishiin myself a HAPPY 2oth BIRTHDAY ..hopes every1 ish happy ,hopes everythings goes well forr me .hopes forr th better hopes ..朋友一生一起走 那些日子不再有 一句话一辈子 一生情一杯酒 朋友不曾孤单过 一声朋友你会懂 还有伤 还有痛 还要走 还有我... ...



myself . iim a vaiin bytch =Dpresents frm Mummy =)
th-NOKIA 312o . buhh its whiite de =)
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