♥ : ii jus miiss miiss youu lotsa ..
ii jus miiss miiss youu so much . its
th-2nd niight lerh ..
cant sllp . & im driinkiin alone lorr .
sorriie .
ii know ii promiise you dat ii wont driink without youu .
buhh plls understand me forr nw . my feeliins . my miind . ish miissiin youu dearly .
no1 understands me . ii know ii chose youu made many ppl dulan me ..
buhh plls . ii made th choiice myself . jus allow me to b happy hao mahs .?
dun doubt hiimh . ii know he haf once hurt me .. buhh nw , why cant gib hiimh a chance to mend it ?
gort wrong mehs ? wen youu all ignores & neglect me de tymes .
who's th one ther to support n makes me happy ?
wen its my bday , all ob youu cant mak it , gibiin xcuses .. who's th one gibbin me surpriise ?
wen iim lonely .. who's th one listeniin to me ?
plls . im oso human . im a girl . ii niid more attentiions too lorr .
ii know many ob youu haf ur own lyfe , own bf probs ..
buhh me ? ii know ii cant kiip sayiin myself stress , mayb youu all re stress too .
buhh .. ii jus cant accept th facts dat frens re ignoriin me ...
treatiin me like
MEI YOU de ..
wen iim cryiin , who ish th one ther to wiipe my tears ?
if youu wann me truely to b happy , why choiices ii make lerh . youu guys cant jus wiished me good lucks ?
ii understands dat ii told youu all many diff tings .. like hw much ii lovee
GJYJ .. buhh ..
he jus cant changed away hiish habiit n attitude .. why mus ii b wit hiimh ?
wen
ALJT haf alrdy doiin hiish part to mak me happy & changed forr th better ..
cant ii jus gibb hiim th chance mahs ?
why mus ii stuck at th old shoes .?
everyday quarrel over lil tings .. who wann it ?
if
GJYJ can mak tiings to b misunderstandiin . & mak all th miscommunicatiions ..
wad forr stayiin tgt ? wil we b happy ?
if youu truely treats me as fren ..
wil youu wann me to choose sm1 who know hw to wrk to earn money while serviin Ns ..
or sm1 who dunno wad he strive forr tmr .. doiin & wrkiin those on & off jobs ?
who can mak me survive ..
yahs . it might b true dat wadeva ii wann ,
GJYJ cn gibb me .. buh happiness leiis ?
my daddy's trust leiis ? hw youu wann me to do ?
yahs . ii might b sayiin diff tings frm past n 2day ..
buhh if im happiier den b4 .. cant youu jus bless me ?
cant youu jus open ur ears n let me talk ?
or mayb ii wasnt impt to any1 ob youu lerh ?
if tiis ish so .. den plls tel me .. ii dun wann to b like a stupiid ..
makiin th world to listens to me , wen every1 fiinds it dulan n fan ..
ii dun wann to b a clown .. sorriie . im a girl n human too .
nw im 20th yrs old lerh .. many tings to me seems easy to accomplished ..
buhh sm oth tiings may seems to b complicated ..
as longg ii feel dat im happy .. den dun stop me hao mahs ?
im realii tired lerh ..
ii jus cant feel dat my frens lovee me ..
tiis ish my feelins riight nw .
yahs . youu miight b hafiin ur own probs unsolved ..
buhh .. if youu promiised to b my frens .. den frens cum b4 bf or gf .. isnt it ?
mayb im wrong bahs ..
haiiz . dunno lahs .. jus finished th 1030pm show on channel 8 ..
th show actor was Chen long's son .. fang Zhu Ming .. de show damn niice ..
yahs . its abt a girl , 16th yrs old niia .. th family very riich . so many tings was control by th daddy .. n den th FZM gort in2 sm r/s wit her .. den th girl pregnant .. n dy both run away frm hme ..
n wante to build up their own family n gibb birth to th baby ..
coosh dey tiink dat th baby ish innocent .. den many ups & dwns ..
in th end , th girl wan to gibb birth , den th girl's dady ask police catch FZM ..
buhh in th end , de dad nv sue th FZM .. n understands wad th daughter wann ..
n gibb FZM a chance .. buhh den th court wante FZM to tiink properly n seriiously abt briingiin up th kiids ..
so endiin up , he go priison 3mths ..
afte dat , he released . n dey were happy ..
coosh dey were th loviin paiirs ..
so sweet . n th show ended ..
tiis show tells us to b responsible forr our doiins ..
dun regret in th future ..
parents seeiin theiir kiids doiin wrong tiings oso very hurt de ..
if it were me .. ii wil briing up th kiids . no matte wad happens .
coosh th kids ish innocent .. ii made 2 mistakes lerh ..
ii wont do it agaiin . iim goiin to b strong . & b like th girl ..
face everythiin & nv regret ..
outcomes ish dependin on both hands ..
one hands clapp , nv b as loud as two hands de clapp ..
tgt , ii beliieve
ALJT wil nort let me dwn agaiin ..
we wil clapp our hands to our future de ..
im waitin patiently .. wit my tears ob miisses ..no matter wad happens .. nth pull me dwn ..ii promiise ..cant go to bed even if ii haf drunk alot ..watchin 恋爱女王 nw .. quite nicee ..
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