my mind ish in a mess .
smtymes ii dunno why am ii living iin tiis world .
ish it worth anythin ?
or ish it a test in lyfe ?
so many tears ii haf drop , so many unhappiness came in2 my lyfe .
my lyfe ish stil in a mess .
mummy said dat im gonna b a mother soon .
askin me why am ii stil so confused in lyfe , so sad everyday .
ii cant answer her questiions .
my heart ish in a mess .
rmbiin , few days back , haf sm lil quarrels wit hubby .
ended up emily & alviin , her bf .
consultin me .
ii feel so ashamed .
ii feel so bad .
lettin so many ppl worry for me .
buhh any1 really know wads on my mind ?
ii jus wann happiness , ii jus wann peaceful lyfe .
n0thing else .
ish it very hard ?
gettin marry , wil ii haf my happiness ?
wil ii b loved ?
2ways forr me to go thru everythin in my lyfe .
to ENDURE or to GIVE UP .
ii chose ENDURIN .
wil ii face everythin ?
cn ii managed to overcome everythin ?
yst wen to watch niight moviie wit hubby .
its been long siince we last watched .
we watched the CONNECTED .
lols . damn funny niice show . hhaas . lovees .
PS . Jeslyn , my beloved nuer . hhaas . ii dunno its y0uu . coosh ii didnt wear contact lense . ii tot who . lols . sorriie . next tyme saw me , come to my front n talk to me . hhaas .
L爱ve ends @3:12 AM