im sick again . so nabe go wrk . shag .
he didnt know hw sick ii am .
yet hiish throwin temper at me .
tinkin dat ii purposely dun wanna find hiimh .
my heart ish cryiin , coosh hiieh dun understands me at all .
buhh yet , ii cant feel any tears frm my eyes .
am ii tired ob cryiin ?
or ii haf no more tears to cry .
ii haf to b strong .
for the sake of preciious .
buhh im a girl too .
ii need a someone to b ther to hold me wen im feelin low .
my heart broke in2 millions ob pieces .
im very very tired .
tired ob quarrellin .
who wil b ther forr me ?
tmr til tues , ii wil b wrkin full shift frm mornin til closin .
gonna b more & more tired lerh .
ii af no choiice .
ii haf to earn more b4 no much tyme .
coosh preciious due date ish next yr .
ii mus b strong no matter wad .
next wed ii wil b startin my part tyme klass lerh .
ii haf to wrk & study at the same tyme .
dear god , pls allow me to b strong .
ii know nw adays many ppl turn to b siick .
buhh nw , ii cant afford to b siick .
pls bless me wit good health .
jus good enuff to let
preciious to b healthly .
im willin to do or gibb up anythin forr my dearest preciious .
ii left wit
no lovee frm hiimh .
ii jus wanna dotee n lovee my preciious .吃不能吃睡不能睡没有了你全都不对我都学不会把爱敷衍用笑容来把眼泪催眠笑不能笑哭不敢哭人不像人鬼不像鬼朋友都说这不过失恋但我却连呼吸都胆怯能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍...我不能睡...我不能够不能够不爱了
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