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ii wanna b a happy mummy.
yst ii was unhappy awhile.
buhh afte hubby's pr0mise & cheer up,
ii feel much better.
yahs. bco0sh ob dat bytch again.
ii pr0mise myself,
ii wil nabe let th0se unhappiness stupid bytch t0 interrupt in between us.
she's n0thin buhh a cheap bytch n0rr.
ii kn0w nw im pregnant.
cant anyhw say ppl or scold ppl.
n0rt go0d & wil affect my pregnant..

buhh th0se msged afte y0uu read lerh,
ii swear,
y0uu b like me.
cursin herr..
the sentence ii wil nabe 4get ish tis :
No matter y0u are marry or not, I not mean ask you to dont want her(me) nor dont responsible abt her(me), I just hope you can come back to me, come and find me when you have the time..

wahs. if it was y0uu,
th0se bytch send these sms t0 y0ur hubby or bf..
wil y0uu h0t n0rt.?
she reali made me feel dat she ish a cheap bytch,
she haf thr0wn all the girls face l0rr.
wtf*

den hubby msged her ask her dun contact hiimh anym0re.
den she say wad she wil d0 it.
she wil 4get my hubby,
co0sh HER BF oso dun like her t0 c0ntact my hubby.
wth*
g0rt bf stil sent these sms t0 my hubby.

& m0re h0t ish dat.
she oso msged my hubby askin hiimh,
say wad ii tis type ob onii kn0w h0w t0 HU SHI LUAN XIANG DE NU REN stay wit hiimh, can he tahan me..
f**k l0rr.if ii g0rt the chance t0 c herr in face,
ii wil gibb herr 2 tight slapp.
I SWEAR .!!
1st slapp : For thr0wing girls face, being a bytch..
2nd slapp : Saying th0se nasty & n0 l0gic tings bhind my backiie abt me & precii0us.!

Dear readers, if these type ob bytch happens in y0ur l0vee lyfe, wil y0uu gibb it a damn.?
OMG.! stil can say wad NO MATTER YOU ARE MARRY OR NOT.. she dun mind.. buhh ii mind okays.! mayb her CB very itchy lerh.. jus g0 r0und & let ppl f**k l0rr.. ii tink if ii am a sweep fl0or de guy ii oso wanna c0nsider 3tymes.! n0rt 4gettin t0 tel y0uu. she ish older den my hubby 9 yrs old l0rr. bco0sh ob my hubby, she d0 these BU YAO NIAN de tings. wtf*
ii admit, she ish n0rt very pretty, buhh she need t0 d0 all these tings mahs.? er xiin leis. & ii never sayii prettier or wad. at least... ii w0nt d0 all these. co0sh kn0win ppl alrdy gettin married, why stil b0ther t0 break ppl's happiness up.? d0nt feel guilty at all mehs.? if were herr, wad past ish past. never lo0k back on the relationship again since ppl ish GETTIN MARRIED.. ii w0nt d0 th0se breakin ppl's family up de l0rr. she called me INSANE.. buhh in fact.. she's m0re childish den me.. im 20yrs old & ii kn0w these type ob tings cant d0.. buhh she's f**kin 29yrs old, she d0 all these..

haf been laziin ard at hme.
due to grandmothers' arrive in spore.
shagg. nth f0rr me t0 d0.
ii wanna wrk.
buhh ii scare ii cant tak it.
lalalas.
waitin f0r my r0m & biig day t0 arrive l0rr.
c0untin dwn every single day.
hhaas. b0th my biig day falls on the CNY.
shii0k siia.
hmm. c0min m0nday g0rt precii0us check up.
oh yahs. im sho0 happy.
co0sh c0min wk, precii0us ish 4mth 1wk old lerh.
whahas. buhh stupid lorr.
co0sh mus wait til 29th dec den kn0w whether ish girl 0r b0ii.
hhaas. nvm. its okays de.
co0sh al0t ppl t0ld me shld b b0ii.
co0sh ii dun wear make up 0r rather mak myself pretty like the past.
hhaas. g0nna b 0basan.
shagg. hmm. g0nna g0 acc wit the 2 kids again.
jus came r0und here t0 update co0sh ii wanna dwn l0ad new s0ngs.
hhaas. hubby haf been sweet lately.
jus simply l0vee it =D

im feelin so dwn & upset once again.
ii t0t all th0se unhappiness ish g0ne & never c0me back t0 me again.
buhh ii was to0 wr0ng.
ii was hurt 0nce again.
n0rt blaming by hiimh 0r any1.
buhh myself.
im selfish.
ii onii kn0w h0w t0 sllp & n0rt kn0win tat he needs me.
ii was so wr0ng.
buhh n0w, ii dun tiink tats' any chance f0r me to turn back.
he never listens t0 my situati0n n0r understands my feelins m0re.
he msged me th0se nasty msged.
he ish g0in backiie t0 her.
he t0ld me she wasnt like me.
he t0ld me she cn acc hiimh m0re..

my tears fl0wing n0n-st0p.
hurtin myself once again.
family members t0ld me ii was to0 fo0lish.
family members giving me all supp0rts & c0urage t0 face the w0rld once again.
im n0rt al0ne.
buhh ii stil rather kiip myself al0ne in my ro0m.
thinkin, crying..

ii knew n0thing buhh crying..
what ii did wr0ng.
ii haf my reas0ns.
buhh why must hiimh using her t0 make me m0re sad.
ii dunn0 h0w.

bco0sh ob tis relationships, ii haf endure everythin ii needed.
buhh stil im s0 l0nely.
ii envy 0ther l0vers.
s0 sweet & happy.
yet it wasnt me nj0yin.
im t0rturin by l0vee..

been tired & busy wit n0thing.
dunno why too.
lols. always feel sllpy.
im turnin to b a piig so0n.
hhaas . sat mit hubby afte hiish wrk & wen to BQ to celebrates Winnie's bday.
hhaas. so sad. cant drink.
was fun ther too. njoy myself too.
afte dat hubby fetch me hme 1st, den he go hme alone.
po0r hiimh. hhaas.
den yst ish mummy's bday.
nth much. daddy bought mummy a POWER RANGER bday cake. lols.
cutee. had dinner at c0ffeesh0p.
fall asllp very early agaiin.
yst m0rnin wen check up f0rr preciious.
mummy acc me go.
coosh hubby niid book in camp.
hmm. early in th m0rnin lorr.
wen ther check up, scan, do r0untine check ups also took me long hrs.
reach ther at 8am, abt 11am den leave th h0spital.
saw my preciious.
damn cutee.
turnin abt, m0vin ard, kickin.
th shape ob preciious ish more & more clearer.
buhh too bad. stil cant c whether preciious ish a b0ii or girl.
hhaas. wait til next check up bahs.
enc0untin f0rr 6wks tyme.
ii gr0wn fat again. xtra 2kg.
0mg. every mth im gr0win fat by 2kg.
hhaas. h0pe dun gr0w too fatt.
lols. wait hard to slim dwn. LMAOs.

& dearest precii0us ish alrdy 14wks6day biig..

wiished my dearest MUMMY & WINNIE happy bday =D

been so long siince ii last blogg.
many tings happen.
sad de im nort gonna raise a word abt it.
buhh ii shall jus rake th good news.
hmm. monday wen to Register of Marriage to settle hiish daddy's signature & our vertification.
dunno hw to say onii know me & hubby need SWEAR & say th documents of long words.
hhaas. afte dat, headed to amk to mit mummy & haf lunch tgt.
so niice ob hubby, treated us wit PING SHI lunch.
den afte dat hubby's daddy wen off.
left me, hubby & mummy.
so we wen to buy my tonics.
lols. spent abt $200+ wit jus onii PAO SEND & th chicken essence lorr.
damn ex. hmm.
den wen to walk ard til abt 4pm+ wen hme rest awhile.
hmm. monday night didnt wen forr klass, coosh ii was late.
& cant get in2 th klass..
so acc hubby & treated hiimh to watch moviie o07.
hhaas. nice show bahs.

den as forr tues, didnt do anythin much.
mornin wen to market & ahyi's wrk place.
coosh ii nid to get myself a new slipper, as mine slippers ish all very slippery.
mummy say ii nw ish 2 ppl lerh.
mus b more xiiao xiin.
hmm. afte dat wen hme, rest awhile coosh my left hand was in pain.
mummy said ii carry too heavy tings.
so wil pain. shagg.
hmm. den in th evenin, wen to ah ma's hse chit chat.
afte dat headed to SHENG SIONG.
lols. very song lorr. coosh goes everywher ish wit mummy.
coosh she ride her motor lonbang me.
saved alot ob my transport fee.
whahas.

as forr today, tidyiin th whole room.
finally its clean & tidy.
coosh grandmother & two cousins ish cumiin to spore forr holidays for abt 2mths.
so ii nid to tidy up so dat they wont anyhw touch my tings too.
hhaas. later stil gt klass.
abiit lazy to go. coosh busy wit hse wrk th whole day.
shagg lorr. gonna go rest awhile.
den gonna prepare forr klass soon.

hmm. next monday ish cumin nearer & nearer lerh.
mummy's bday & my preciious appt check up.
hopes everythin goes well.

& my big day ish cfm lerh.
o2o22oo9 @ 4pm =D

everythiin ish backiie to normal lerh.
we were okays alrdy.
& everythiin & arrangement ish made too.
ii choose n decides everythiin.
& ii haf decided to gibb it a last chance.
ii believe he wil mak me b bless & happy de.
ii trust hiimh.
bcoosh ii lovee hiimh too much..
ii love my baby too much..

preciious,mummy wil nabe leave y0uu al0ne ever agaiin.
mummy wil care f0rr y0uu m0re.
f0r n0w,
mummy wil jus niid to wrk hard, study hard & tak care well f0rr y0uu & my health.
mummy & daddy ish waitin f0rr y0ur arrival w0rs =x

& btw,
my previious p0st mayb s0und very hurt .
buhh afte all,
its all my feelins.
ii dun mean to hurt any0ne.
mayb im jus too depress & lack ob l0vee duriin my pregnacy perii0d..
im s0rriie f0r ein selfiish too.
ii l0vee all the ppl ard me too..

& n0w other den waitin f0r my lil preciious arriival,
im waitin f0r precii0us check up.
hhaas. so tat ii cn kn0w its a ger or b0ii.
whahax.
& im waitin f0rr o2o22oo9 @ 4pm.
the day ii say : Yes,i do!

omg , later startin my new part tyme klass lerh.
hmm. so shagg & stress.
w0nderin hw my new klassmates lok likes.
whahax.
Business Operations..
h0pes everythin g0es well f0rr me.
STUDY HARD =DD

im jus a fool.
im too stupid to believe those words he said to me.
im jus a toy to hiimh.
breakin up seems easy.
yahs, jus end everythin bahs.
im tired ob endurin.

he dunno hw much torture hiieh haf giben me.
he dunno hw much hurt he haf giben me.
he dunno hw much tears ii haf tear forr hiimh.
he jus dunno wad ii need most nw.

im simply nth to hiimh.
ii cant step in2 hiish lyfe at all.
ii am jus nth in hiish heart.

he cant feel my lovee.
he cant feel my paiin.
he cant feel anythin.

ii hatee hiimh nw.
ii hatee myself too.

sry preciious, hope youu know why mummy choose tiis path.

ii decided to let go. for now & forever.
ii told myself to endure no matter wad.
buhh now.
ii cant tak it anymore.
scold me wen ever you like, ii endure.
use force on me wen you re angry, ii endure.
buhh now..
you scolded my mummy wit bad words.
re you human?
wad do we owe you?
we re not your dog or rathe owe you anythin.
ii tink we re reali thrug.

im tired ob plsiin you everytyme you re angry.
im tired to endure wad ever attitude frm you.
im tired ob quarrellin over lil tings wit you.
im tired ob everythin.

ii shall let go nw.
mummy ish right.
she dun wished to c me in paiin next tyme.
now paiin rathe den next tyme more paiin.
ii let go.
im a loser.
happy.

preciious, sorry, mummy cant kiip you anymore.
mayb without mummy, you wil get to a better family.
sorry for being cruel.
im nort a good mummy.
tak care preciious.
ii love you always.

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