♥ : tears flowing down once again..
im feelin so dwn & upset once again.
ii t0t all th0se unhappiness ish g0ne & never c0me back t0 me again.
buhh ii was to0 wr0ng.
ii was hurt 0nce again.
n0rt blaming by hiimh 0r any1.
buhh myself.
im selfish.
ii onii kn0w h0w t0 sllp & n0rt kn0win tat he needs me.
ii was so wr0ng.
buhh n0w, ii dun tiink tats' any chance f0r me to turn back.
he never listens t0 my situati0n n0r understands my feelins m0re.
he msged me th0se nasty msged.
he ish g0in backiie t0 her.
he t0ld me she wasnt like me.
he t0ld me she cn acc hiimh m0re..
my tears fl0wing n0n-st0p.
hurtin myself once again.
family members t0ld me ii was to0 fo0lish.
family members giving me all supp0rts & c0urage t0 face the w0rld once again.
im n0rt al0ne.
buhh ii stil rather kiip myself al0ne in my ro0m.
thinkin, crying..
ii knew n0thing buhh crying..
what ii did wr0ng.
ii haf my reas0ns.
buhh why must hiimh using her t0 make me m0re sad.
ii dunn0 h0w.
bco0sh ob tis relationships, ii haf endure everythin ii needed.
buhh stil im s0 l0nely.
ii envy 0ther l0vers.
s0 sweet & happy.
yet it wasnt me nj0yin.
im t0rturin by l0vee..
L爱ve ends @9:11 PM