♥ : Let it bleed..
Let it bleed.
many tings happened.
Jus within a day, a scary night.
ii dunno wher t0 start.
im c0nfused & paiin.
ii left wit n0 ch0ice.
yet im stuckin in th memoriies we haf.
ii cant leave it al0ne.
ii cried.
ii regret.
ii hurt myself badly th very day.
haviin 25 stiches on my wounds,
it d0es n0rt paiin my w0unds,
yet it hurts my heart..
th deepest scar ii ever left wiit.
ii kn0w im fo0lish.
ii kn0w its my fault.
buhh ii haf n0 ch0ice.
ii jus cant c0ntr0ll myself.
im tunin insane.
ii need helps.
rmbin th day.
ii let it bleeded f0r abt 1hr.
th po0l ob blo0d,
th deep cut,
reminds me ob hiimh.
ii l0vee hiimh s0 much.
yet he didnt really kn0w it.
ii need himh s0 much.
yet he turn nasty t0 me wen eva hiish feelin l0w.
ii miss hiimh s0 much n0w,
ii w0nder he kn0ws ma.
th msged,
th w0rds,
th pr0mise,
we b0th made..
ish it stil ther f0rr us t0 fulfil mahs.?
ii wil wait.wait f0r hiimh t0 turn t0 th best he can b.ii kn0w he can & wil d0 it f0rr me & precii0us.n0 matter wad,ii wil wait.ii might b cruel nw,buhh ii really left wit n0 ch0ice.ii jus wann th best hiimh.ii l0vee & ii need hiimh badly..went f0rr blo0d test check up on Monday,
th day b4 2day.
precii0us ish 4mths old lerh.
waitin paitiently f0rr 29th dec.
an0ther check up.
& by den,
my lil precii0us ish 5mths lerh.
& n0w,
im talkin wit my lil precii0us.
it kn0ws hw ii feel.
we b0th missed th tight hugg frm its daddy,frm my hubby.waitin f0rr hiimh,
every mins, every day..
n0 matter hw l0ng it taks.
L爱ve ends @12:52 PM